Theodoros Chan.
15 June 1994


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rEaLLi mIzZ hIm tOo mUcH lE... bUt I rEaLLi cAnNoT lEt hIm gO... hOw? hE jUs cAn'T tRuSt mE bAcK... hOw tO mAkE hIm tRuSt mE bAcK? kIll mYsElF? mAke a sCaR aGaIn? I gUeSs mAkInG a sCaR wIt hIs nAmE iS mUcH wOrTh iT... hE cUmIn tO sEe uS tAkE oUr rEsUlTs... aLL I wAn iS tO bE wIt hIm aGaIn fOr tHe rEsT oF mIe lIfE... Is dAt tOo mUcH tO aSk fOr? I rEaLLI dAmN cAnNot lIvE wiThOuT hIm lErS... I tRiEd wiT aLL mY mIgHt tO fOrGet dAt I dId sTeAd wIt hIm bUt mY lOvE fOr hIm iS tOo dEeP... I jUs sUmhOw cAn'T gEt hIm oFf mIe mInD nEitHeR hEaRt... I gUeSs I wIll bE wAiTiN fOr hIm? wEll I nOe I cAn'T gEt hIm oUt mEaNs I sTiLL loVe hIm... I aDmIt lAsT nItE bUt hE dIdn'T sAy anYtHiNg... I gUeSs hE sTiLL wOulDn'T tRuSt mE yEt... aLL I wAnnA tEll hIm iS dAt I rEaLLi lOvE hIm aNd I rEaLLi tRuSt hIm... aNd I wIll bE wAitInG fOr hIm... cUs nO mAtTeR wAd hApPeNs, mY hEaRt wIll nEvEr cHaNgE mY fEeLiNgS fOr hIm... I jUs lOvE hIm tOo mUcH tO lEt hIm gO... aLL I wAn iS tO bE wIt hIm... I cAn'T tAkE iT aNymOrE... I alrEaDy aDmIttEd I sTiLL lOvE yOu bUt wHy cAn'T yOu tRuSt ME? iZzIt dAt dIfFicUlT tO fOrgEt tHe pAsT? I rEaLLi bLaMed mYsElF fOr hAtInG yOu... I tRiEd cAllInG yOu bUt I rEaLLi cAn'T.. I tRiEd e-mAiLiNg yOu bUt I'm jUs aFrIaD yOu wOulNd'T rEaD tHe mAil... sO I jUs hAvE tO eXprEsS mY fEeLiNgS tO mY bloG... I dReAmT dAt yOu wErE wIt mE iN mY rOoM aNd aSkEd fOr sTeAd bAcK... bUt I nOe yOu wOulD nOt gIvE mE a cHaNcE tO lEt mE cHaNgE...I rEaLLi lOvE yOu tOo dEeP... I jUs wAn tO bE wiT yOu aGaIn... I rEaLLi mIz yOu aNd sTill lOvE yOu... back to top?