Cold Nostalgia

Theodoros Chan.
15 June 1994

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 7:31 AM

QUACK!

going to meet Abg first for breakfast before meeting the rest at Jurong East Interchange for the

Cornets-Trombones-Euphos Sections Outing!

Super duper cool luhs;D

How i wish Clarinet and Saxaphone could combine with us too:D

AIYAH! like that then call everyone and Swiss Winds Sections Outing! xD

heh. i'm currently drying my hair and waiting for time(:
anyway, just got a few loads off my chest and there are more..

hais. i mean, others can say others change.

you ownself change, you don't see cause you're the one changing.

its like a cycle that everyone has to change.

like a caterpillar into a butterfly? (moulding)

if there's no change, there wouldn't be a Singapore like it is today. Correct?

if there's no change, Swiss Winds would still be sitting down, playing as in the concert formation.

if there's no change, the poor wouldn't make it to the rich.

i mean, miracles do happen. (You be the miracle -Bruce Almighty)

hais. i don't know lahs.

this world is getting pathetic-.-

i meant the people around me.

like they don't give thoughts?

QUACK! lahs-.-

i'm getting my braincells killed here?

blah! my heart's pumping fast;D more oxygen-.-

don't wanna see certain people later; sorry i'm bad.

i'm serious, cause they'll just make me kill my braincells and die earlier-.-

byebye.

Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 8:11 PM

I wish everyone an early Merry Christmas?

hmm. Just talked to Weikeat kor.

He asked how i was, to be frank.

and i realised, i'm not fine/good at all.

okay, so firstly,

my friendship just hit the rocks *cries*

dear loves,

i don't know how we got into such a cold war.

i was so happy when Yanting asked if i cut my hair that day.

i was so happy when Charman cried on my shoulder when Cornets fell out that day.

i was so happy when Jieqi picked up my call that day for the performance at Esplanade.

i thought we were all back to normal.

but i guess not, we're still having this cold war.

You guys are still in my heart; I miss you guys):

secondly,

SYF's nearing, and in a few months' time, Jewel, Nic and Becky are passing out already D:

dear majors,

its been real tough, i know.

Becky: you just joined us, and you fitted with us perfectly(:
Jewel: you're the best major, i felt really touched when i got scolded by MsMa and you came over and stand by me. After scolding, you said "giatio wo lei. i thought what happen."

Nic: you're the strongest lah. getting scolded by Chew and you din cry but perservered.

Zhe-r Xi: you're always the one helping me, and the one always lending me a listening ear.

thank you dear Majors, it has really been a memorable time, serving the band as leaders together(: but good times always come to an ~~end~~): and i know, i'll really miss you, Becky, Nic and Jewel. I want you guys to pass out 的安心:D

Thirdly, i have to get myself mentally prepared for a challenging next year.

and the very last thing which is still bugging in me.

AbgHaziq

i just get reminded of you everytime i listen to the song 'Seribu Kenangan'

i din wanna leave you, but its like the times we used to spend is no longer the same.

i get confuse sometimes whether am i still your Adik or not when you're that close to her and that far from me. i get jealous too you know, maybe you just don't take notice.

sometimes, i really wish you were noticing me and how much i wish you could be that close to me like how you're that close to her. so i thought you're bias?

but that sms that early morning, i really don't get you.

AbgSaiful still love you as much as he used to. but i can't, i can't take you being bias from her and i. i do miss you, and i guess the feelings are still there for you? but what can i do? i can just only shut up and be happy for you. hais. there are a lot of things inside me about you. but i just don't know how to put them into words.. i'm really sorry, i love you.

and this post has got me feeling a lil better(:

@ 4:08 PM

hello(:
founded out a new word so used it for blog URL.

Abreasted means side by side(:

i'm done with the CCA Orientation Proposal 2009,

so i'm free to blog:D

16Dec;

Theodore Chan's Birthday:D

dumb brother, Happy birthday!

You're still young, studyhard(:

17Dec;

rotted at home?

18Dec;

Jiaher's Birthday:D
Happy Birthday dear EX-SL(:
you're old & matured;

Jiayou for your future endeavours(:

19Dec;

Band.

20Dec;

Band.

Met B, AbgSaiful and Adil after band:D
had lunch at Jurong Point.

learnt a new word from Abg:P

"BAN-ded" (You're 'ban-ded' from going shopping)

I wanna go there shopping soon;D
went CCK Park after that,

Abg went to sell his rojak,

and he blanja-ed B and I Coke:D

hees. ThankYou Abg❤

then went home and rest.

21Dec;

rotted at home-.-

finished the proposal(:

I'm so looking forward to BBQ on the 23rd:D

Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 11:18 AM

hello people:D
just in the mood of blogging:)
going out with syg, dear Lynette and her brother(William) later,
to catch the Bolt Movie at vivo.
i want the Bolt plushie!
i'm bored:/

Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 10:20 PM

@ 9:29 PM

i'm back, using my brother's computer now,
since mine ~~brokedown~~.

08Dec;
ZheXi's birthday!

Happy Birthday young one! xD
I wish you all the best with Emily(:
Thank you very much for always lending me your listening ear;
giving me nothing but good advices.
You bring me joy and laughter;
Thankyou.
Lets work together towards a better goal(:
went to Mr Chew's house.
learnt where the things are, what are we suppose to do(:
Rebecca went RuiJing's house after that! {HAHA:P

09Dec;
small Luqman's birthday!

Happy Birthday dear Junior(:
you're finally a year older.
gonna be a senior soon, JIAYOU okay.
your seniors see potential in you(: Band.
Met Carina during lunch, talktalk(:
told her i don't wanna become prefect since she asked.

10Dec;
Section Outing!!!
it was superrrrrrr FUN:D
Saiful blanja-ed(: {Thankyou Abg!
first game was the GoKart.
Saiful, Haikal, Edwin, Shihan, Jiaher, HuiQi and I played the game.
So, Saiful went off first, then continue by blahblahblah.
we were going up when Saiful's kart 'brokedown'
i thought he was waiting to be the last or something..
so i went for my second round to see him at the same position again.
then last round, he was back on track.
we played viking!
superrr duperrr FUNFUNFUN!
we all felt as if we were flying:D
hmm. people on vikings usually would scream and shout.
but for us, we were laughing when we're on all the rides!
seeing the people opposite you, screaming their hearts out were hilarous!
we played almost all the games:D
after which, we camwhored(:
some went home after that, and some went for dinneri was in those who went for dinner(:
dinner was funny:D {HAHAit all started when Sayyeng accidentally poured the drink on Jiaher's bag,and Jiaher stood up and 'scolded' Sayyeng sarcastically.
it then reminded Saiful about what happened at the GoKart.
this was what happened:
Haikal banged into Saiful's Kart which therefore led his kart jammed to the side of the track.
everyone went for second round.
Then Saiful shouted to Jiaher "Bang Me!"
Jiaher was like shouting how to bang you?
Then Saiful stepped on the "Go Paddle" and smoke came out.
Jiaher went "OMGosh! Saiful! You're burning! You're burning!"
then the lady went up to help,
Jiaher was like waving and shouting "help! help!"
that was hilarous. goodness!
after dinner, we went home(:

11Dec;
Met Syg(:

12Dec;
Aiksoon's Birthday!
Happy birthday Egg:D

you're an 14year old egg now;
so you should be a more matured egg.
soon, you'll hatch! xD
OCT Graduation.
saw loads of people from Supernum:D
i cried, after parade on the ride home.
cried again after some assholes talked without things going through their bloody minds.
i left Abg.
I'm sorry i had to leave.
Thank you so much for your love, your kisses and your hugs.
I just couldn't take more about her and you already.
I'd rather us as normal friends. Sorry.

13Dec;
Tuition(:

14Dec;
stayed at home.
i chiong-ed D & T and did revision for tuition(:

Sunday, December 07, 2008 @ 11:20 PM

Innes made for me.

Shaun Jiang.

Sayyeng.

Andy.

Shaun Jiang.

Haikal 'barbar'

Eeyore.

Innes.

Shaun Jiang.

Shuan Jiang

ZhengShu.

Jewel Loo.

Jared and ZheXi.

Jared.

Saiful.

TheodorosChan.

Nicholas.

Jewel.

Sayang and I.

affiliates Amalina Celestine Chuang Charman Daniel Ong Darren Tan Eddile Liang Esther Fiona Thor Fionne 妹 Gary Wong Jenny (AES) Jessica Ho Nisa Nurul Hudah Reuben RuiXiong Rhiannon Serena WeiJie YuZhen
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 7:31 AM QUACK! going to meet Abg first for breakfast before meeting the rest at Jurong East Interchange for the Cornets-Trombones-Euphos Sections Outing! Super duper cool luhs;D How i wish Clarinet and Saxaphone could combine with us too:D AIYAH! like that then call everyone and Swiss Winds Sections Outing! xD heh. i'm currently drying my hair and waiting for time(: anyway, just got a few loads off my chest and there are more.. hais. i mean, others can say others change. you ownself change, you don't see cause you're the one changing. its like a cycle that everyone has to change. like a caterpillar into a butterfly? (moulding) if there's no change, there wouldn't be a Singapore like it is today. Correct? if there's no change, Swiss Winds would still be sitting down, playing as in the concert formation. if there's no change, the poor wouldn't make it to the rich. i mean, miracles do happen. (You be the miracle -Bruce Almighty) hais. i don't know lahs. this world is getting pathetic-.- i meant the people around me. like they don't give thoughts? QUACK! lahs-.- i'm getting my braincells killed here? blah! my heart's pumping fast;D more oxygen-.- don't wanna see certain people later; sorry i'm bad. i'm serious, cause they'll just make me kill my braincells and die earlier-.- byebye. back to top?
Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 8:11 PM I wish everyone an early Merry Christmas? hmm. Just talked to Weikeat kor. He asked how i was, to be frank. and i realised, i'm not fine/good at all. okay, so firstly, my friendship just hit the rocks cries dear loves, i don't know how we got into such a cold war. i was so happy when Yanting asked if i cut my hair that day. i was so happy when Charman cried on my shoulder when Cornets fell out that day. i was so happy when Jieqi picked up my call that day for the performance at Esplanade. i thought we were all back to normal. but i guess not, we're still having this cold war. You guys are still in my heart; I miss you guys): secondly, SYF's nearing, and in a few months' time, Jewel, Nic and Becky are passing out already D: dear majors, its been real tough, i know. Becky: you just joined us, and you fitted with us perfectly(: Jewel: you're the best major, i felt really touched when i got scolded by MsMa and you came over and stand by me. After scolding, you said "giatio wo lei. i thought what happen." Nic: you're the strongest lah. getting scolded by Chew and you din cry but perservered. Zhe-r Xi: you're always the one helping me, and the one always lending me a listening ear. thank you dear Majors, it has really been a memorable time, serving the band as leaders together(: but good times always come to an ~~end~~): and i know, i'll really miss you, Becky, Nic and Jewel. I want you guys to pass out 的安心:D Thirdly, i have to get myself mentally prepared for a challenging next year. and the very last thing which is still bugging in me. AbgHaziq i just get reminded of you everytime i listen to the song 'Seribu Kenangan' i din wanna leave you, but its like the times we used to spend is no longer the same. i get confuse sometimes whether am i still your Adik or not when you're that close to her and that far from me. i get jealous too you know, maybe you just don't take notice. sometimes, i really wish you were noticing me and how much i wish you could be that close to me like how you're that close to her. so i thought you're bias? but that sms that early morning, i really don't get you. AbgSaiful still love you as much as he used to. but i can't, i can't take you being bias from her and i. i do miss you, and i guess the feelings are still there for you? but what can i do? i can just only shut up and be happy for you. hais. there are a lot of things inside me about you. but i just don't know how to put them into words.. i'm really sorry, i love you. and this post has got me feeling a lil better(: back to top?
@ 4:08 PM hello(: founded out a new word so used it for blog URL. Abreasted means side by side(: i'm done with the CCA Orientation Proposal 2009, so i'm free to blog:D 16Dec; Theodore Chan's Birthday:D dumb brother, Happy birthday! You're still young, studyhard(: 17Dec; rotted at home? 18Dec; Jiaher's Birthday:D Happy Birthday dear EX-SL(: you're old & matured; Jiayou for your future endeavours(: 19Dec; Band. 20Dec; Band. Met B, AbgSaiful and Adil after band:D had lunch at Jurong Point. learnt a new word from Abg:P "BAN-ded" (You're 'ban-ded' from going shopping) I wanna go there shopping soon;D went CCK Park after that, Abg went to sell his rojak, and he blanja-ed B and I Coke:D hees. ThankYou Abg❤ then went home and rest. 21Dec; rotted at home-.- finished the proposal(: I'm so looking forward to BBQ on the 23rd:D back to top?
Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 11:18 AM hello people:D just in the mood of blogging:) going out with syg, dear Lynette and her brother(William) later, to catch the Bolt Movie at vivo. i want the Bolt plushie! i'm bored:/ back to top?
Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 10:20 PM back to top?
@ 9:29 PM i'm back, using my brother's computer now, since mine ~~brokedown~~. 08Dec; ZheXi's birthday! Happy Birthday young one! xD I wish you all the best with Emily(: Thank you very much for always lending me your listening ear; giving me nothing but good advices. You bring me joy and laughter; Thankyou. Lets work together towards a better goal(: went to Mr Chew's house. learnt where the things are, what are we suppose to do(: Rebecca went RuiJing's house after that! {HAHA:P 09Dec; small Luqman's birthday! Happy Birthday dear Junior(: you're finally a year older. gonna be a senior soon, JIAYOU okay. your seniors see potential in you(: Band. Met Carina during lunch, talktalk(: told her i don't wanna become prefect since she asked. 10Dec; Section Outing!!! it was superrrrrrr FUN:D Saiful blanja-ed(: {Thankyou Abg! first game was the GoKart. Saiful, Haikal, Edwin, Shihan, Jiaher, HuiQi and I played the game. So, Saiful went off first, then continue by blahblahblah. we were going up when Saiful's kart 'brokedown' i thought he was waiting to be the last or something.. so i went for my second round to see him at the same position again. then last round, he was back on track. we played viking! superrr duperrr FUNFUNFUN! we all felt as if we were flying:D hmm. people on vikings usually would scream and shout. but for us, we were laughing when we're on all the rides! seeing the people opposite you, screaming their hearts out were hilarous! we played almost all the games:D after which, we camwhored(: some went home after that, and some went for dinneri was in those who went for dinner(: dinner was funny:D {HAHAit all started when Sayyeng accidentally poured the drink on Jiaher's bag,and Jiaher stood up and 'scolded' Sayyeng sarcastically. it then reminded Saiful about what happened at the GoKart. this was what happened: Haikal banged into Saiful's Kart which therefore led his kart jammed to the side of the track. everyone went for second round. Then Saiful shouted to Jiaher "Bang Me!" Jiaher was like shouting how to bang you? Then Saiful stepped on the "Go Paddle" and smoke came out. Jiaher went "OMGosh! Saiful! You're burning! You're burning!" then the lady went up to help, Jiaher was like waving and shouting "help! help!" that was hilarous. goodness! after dinner, we went home(: 11Dec; Met Syg(: 12Dec; Aiksoon's Birthday! Happy birthday Egg:D you're an 14year old egg now; so you should be a more matured egg. soon, you'll hatch! xD OCT Graduation. saw loads of people from Supernum:D i cried, after parade on the ride home. cried again after some assholes talked without things going through their bloody minds. i left Abg. I'm sorry i had to leave. Thank you so much for your love, your kisses and your hugs. I just couldn't take more about her and you already. I'd rather us as normal friends. Sorry. 13Dec; Tuition(: 14Dec; stayed at home. i chiong-ed D & T and did revision for tuition(: back to top?
Sunday, December 07, 2008 @ 11:20 PM Innes made for me. Innes made for me. Shaun Jiang. Sayyeng. Andy. Shaun Jiang. Haikal 'barbar' Eeyore. Innes. Innes. Shaun Jiang. Shuan Jiang ZhengShu. Jewel Loo. Jared and ZheXi. Jared. Saiful. TheodorosChan. Nicholas. Jewel. Sayang and I. back to top?