Theodoros Chan.
15 June 1994


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TCSFY♥

hellohello.
i'm back posting[:
back to yesterday.
Charman said i have bronze hair-.-
i changed in class with CT and Nisa's help,
no body shown. hohoho.
and i found a new pet!:D
Eugene Mui~
My new moomoo[:
loves<3
i'll be waiting for my coffin from you next year[:

TODAY:D
MrChong. look like AndyNg!:D
goshh. MrChong so reminded me of AndyNg:D
Chinese Lesson today,
din do finish holiday homework,
so XuYiPing punished those who din do.
We had to stand the whole chinese period and minus 2marks of all chinese assignments-.-
we were given to do 习字 and 作业。
it was so difficult for us to do work standing up right?
cause we're like tall? and we have to bend down mahs. lols.
Stanley was being called to go out of the class to do his work.
and he used the window panels as a table.
so i accompanied him but i'm inside class of course.
and i find it so much easier to do work on the window panels while standing luh,
cause the height was like just right[:
then Yanting came and joined me.
so we did work there,
hohoho. we were singing[:
no, maybe not we. just me[:
hahas. ilovestanding:P
during English,
my heart ached.
as in not the heartbreakening things but the really painpain de pain.
so Enze felt my pulse and he said "ehh! i cannot feel your pulse! i cannot!
ORHH! byebye."
i was like wth-.-
then he said "so you wanna go up or down?"
i said "of course up lahh."
he said "you sure you can go up mah?"
i was like -.-
and the second time he felt my pulse was funny,
his fingers were at the wrong placing! LOL.
the pulse is somewhere below your thumb at your wrist.
he went to put near the pinkie at my wrist-.-
so i adjusted for him,
and he said "ehh! i can feel your pulse already!"
i was like duh~
lols. thats fun!:D
and Enze's nose bleed during English class.
goshh. too heaty Enze!
hmmm. i cried last night?
had a lot of things inside me.
a lot a lot, umhm.
but i know i can take it?
hees[:
i'm going to court next friday peoplee.
when i'm gone, takecare yeah.
i do love you all<3 back to top?

heyys.
i'm back posting.
i cried, since i knew i couldn't hold back my tears any longer.
school was okay.
Thankyou FionaThor for the lovely chocolates[;
band was okay.
photo taking was nice.
after all these,
went home with baby.
teared after he sent me home,
just a few tears.
but Saiful called and i cried more,
on the phone.
had my bath then dinner.
gonna go do revision after blogging.
Class Photo tomorrow.
2N2's form teacher is MrSeng,
but he ain't around anymore. hais.

Saiful reminded me of the Jerry story MrLiu told us.
We have choices.
And that reminded me of him,
"We do have choices, its just the consequences we have to bear."
now, i have a choice to either give up or to perservere.
i will and i really will perservere even if it takes a lot a lot of me.
i will and i really will keep my promise to Chingkit.
i will and i really will do it for the band, MrChew and Saiful.
i will and i really will train SwissWinds to get back GH* back to top?

helloo peoplee:D
hohoho.
i'm back,
blogging[:
hmm. what happened yesterday?
i went to Church[:
then services for sundays,
9am, 11.30am, 2.30pm and 5pm[:
people interested, join me yeahh.
give me a call or something[:
hahas.
Ahyi, Mummy, Yiwei and i went to carrefore after lunch at Suntec,
i saw the hula hoop then had the urge to play?
so i took the hula hoop and play while waiting for Yiwei to pay the things luh.
hees. Childhood memories♥
Mama say she'll buy fbt shorts for me next week:D
yippies. FINALLY:D!
Sec2 batch taking things for granted.
You don't love me as much as you used to.
some things to remind me i guess.
hmm. today?
English teacher is now Mrs Singh[:
Maths Teacher is now Mr ClaytonLim[:
Science teacher is now Mr Seow:D
D&T teacher is now Mdm Sim[:
Geography teacher is now Mrs Goh:D
Mrs Singh is strict, but i believe she has her fun way of teaching.
Mr Lim is fun? 2N2's form teacher and also my maths teacher:D!
Mr Seow is still as loveable as ever♥
Mdm Sim is the same, but she's pregnant.
Mrs Goh is FUN♥♥
Recieved 2voodoo dolls and a chocolate photo frame from JohnTeo&WeiRen♥
Received OP Bagpack from YanTing, JieQi, Charman, JingYin and ZhenYuan♥♥
ohhohh. i love them a lot a lot♥
hahas.
another wish stricked out. loves.
phototaking tomorrow:D
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Clayten Lim is gonna be 2N2's form teacher.
Another one has left..
we are so mischevious that it just drives away one teacher after another[:


月亮今晚是圆的[：
FULL MOON[: back to top?

hello people.
today?
i made Charman stood under the rain with me while waiting for the cars to stop so she and i could cross the road:/
Charman, Bojiang, Minjiang and i were the first to reach school[:
we had breakfast in school.
'We barely had sectionals.'
i helped to take the sec1s for drills[:
they learnt new songs?
banana, rambutan, durain etc.
American Drills are so fun[:
Thankyou Andy and Haziq for teaching:D
hmm.
i cried.
hais.
我令人很失望，
我让我的学长们太失望了,
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Knight Of Freedom says:
u can take things up
Knight Of Freedom says:
but also nid to know how to put things down too u know?

Thankyou kor:D
that made me open my mind a lil[:
loves♥

拿得起，放得下
-Clarence.

Labels: my knee's hurting again):

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hello HUMANS:D
hohoho.
i'm back from mugging.
hahas.
i'm done with my 4 comprehensions:D
within a day.
i went to sleep after lunch and television in the afternoon.
was tiredheadache.
so i went to sleep.
set alarm clock, but din manage to wake up on time.
went to snooze in for don't know how many times.
so i went to sleep and wake up, sleep and wake up.
until i cannot tahan,
i woke up and showered.
had dinner, watched television and started mugging again.
and i'm finally done with my 4compre[s]!:D
i really have to start on my other homeworks.
-30phrases book.
-Maths SetA & B.
-剪报
-故事书感想

okayy humans.
i shall find ways of completing my homework asap[:
mughard:D back to top?

goodmorning peoplee:D
din mug last night:X
mugging after i blog[:
hohoho.
Sayyeng wished me happybirthday,
he thought it was today-.-
but at least he did wish:D
loves♥!
its sunny peoplee~
and Saiful's going to the beach for 4n08 Outing i think.
bleahhs. i wanna go beach too~
REFLECTION[:
hohoho.
its time i cut my nails already,
School's Re-Opening.
ohhgosh. its so fast?
and someone's birthday coming louh~
hahas.
okayokay.
gonna go mug already people!
will post again once i'm done mugging:D
Happy Mugging Humans! back to top?

hello readers!
lols. thats formal?
hahas. i did my incomplete comprehension today.
and its completed:D
wahaha. gonna chiong the rest tonight[:
and AndyNg owes me 500 pumping.
he says 50 no kick so say 500.
500 then 500 norh:D
hohoho.
i'm tired.
yawns, yawns, yawns.
That BrownBrown Sky[:
hehh.
and yesyes.
i just remembered,
MINJIANG did wish me too[:
he reminded me.
but i thought i did include him?
o.O too tired to notice:X
sorry JiangJiang. LOLS.
Sec2s Cornets should find a day and bring our Cornets to park to practice on our Cornets together[:
and also, find the sounds we want.
i believe in us,
i have faith in us,
i know we can.
i'm being sarcastic,
i'm wearing my cardigan and socks.
goshh. how cold can i get?
lols. i'm feeling very cold.
and dumbYiwei's trying to dance?
giving me a headache.
i miss EnZe.
i miss him making me smile.
okay, i shall start mugging people:D
takecares[; lovelove.


Im wearing a masquerade (smile) and my eyes are red.(tears and anger) MJ says:
u are the only u and u are blessed to make ppl smile^^
thankyou MJ:D
i'm touched:D back to top?

1)What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
AbangAdik[:

2)Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
No unless the batts flat.

3)What happened at 10.00am today?
Showering.

4)When did you last cry?
Last Band Prac.

5)What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread.

6)What do you want in your life right now?
SwissWinds to be like how it used to in 2001.

7)Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put out your hood?
Depends on whether i'm with an umbrella or my jacket?

8)What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Blanket.

9)Which bottoms are you wearing now?
IXM shorts?

10)What's the nicest text in your inbox says?
"Omg... u made me hungry." lols.

11)Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
NO.

12)Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.

13)What's the last movie you watch?
Don't mess with the Zohan.

14)What are you proud of?
i don't know.

15)What does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
"I went to the place where i got completely wet at ToaPayoh that fateful day..."
to be kept confidential[:

16)What's the last song you sang out loud?
Forget About Me.

17)Do you have any nicknames?
TheoChan, TheoTheo, $2, TheoTheoChan, Dinosaurus, Horny-Saurus?

18)What does your last received message says?
"Haha. Reach le. About ten minutes late. Sweating all over. Yep... i will:)"

19)What time do you go to bed last night?
12?

20)Are you currently happy?
Okaylahs.

21)Who gave you the best advise?
ChuangCharman.

22)Who do u wish to be the closest friend?
ChuangCharman.

23)Who do you talk on the phone last night?
Haikal.

24)Is anything bugging you right now?
A WHOLE LOT.

25)What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
AndyNg.

26)Do you wear toe socks?
Uhh. no?

27)Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Haikal.

28)Have you ever had your heart broken?
uhhuh.

29)What annoys you in most in a person?
their attitude?

30)Do you have a crush on somebody?
uhh?

31)Have you ever tried cocaine?
don't know.

32)What's the colour of your room?
GREEEN:D

33)Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
not worth it. nope.

34)Do you believe in saying 'talk in cheap'?
ahh?

35)Who was the last person to lay on your bed?
Myself?

36)Who was the last person to hug you?
don't know.

37)What do you want to say to the person?
i love you too?

38)Do you have a life?
yes.

39)Have you ever thought someone dead, when they really aren't?
nope.

40)What is the reason behind your profile song?
hees[: its zipped:X

41)Who is the last person you saw in your dream?
Clarence.

42)Last time you smiled?
Just.

43)Have you changed this year?
yes.

44)What are you listening to right now?
Fall For You.

45)Are you talking to someone when doing this?
Yes.

46)Do you walked with your eyes open or closed?
depends. if i'm sleepy then eyes are closed[x

47)Is there a quote you live by?
I hide my pains with a smile[:

48)Do you want someone you can't have?
i don't know.

49)Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes.

50)What is the worst idea you've in the week?
don't know.

51)What were you doing last night at 11pm?
watching "Don't Mess With The Zohan" online.

52)Are you happy with your love life right now?
kindof.

53)What song to describe your love life?
Thats When I Love You.

54)Does the person know you like him/her?
guess so.

55)Who always make you laugh?
AndyNg, ChuangCharman.

56)Do you speak other language other than English?
Yes.

57)Are you blonde?
Nope.

58)What's your dream profession?
To be a good cornetist.

59)What are you doing tomorrow?
Mugging.

60)What do you think you are like?
friendly dinosaur:D ROAR.

61)Who will you choose to die with?
don't know.

62)Where have you been today?
to WestMall.

63)What game do you play often?
Diner Dash was my last game.

64)Who are you missing right now?
PEOPLE:D

65)If you're choosing between friends and love, which one would you choose?
Friends.

66)What are you doing now?
Doing this dumb survey[:

67)What primary school are you from?
HKPS.

68)Name the three colour that you like.
Yellow, Green, Black.

69)What emotions you like to show?
Happy?

70)What is life to you?
Meaningful?

71)If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Talk to ChuangCharman or cry?

72)Who did you last chat in MSN today?
a`fiy.

73)Who do you admire the most?
Saiful Azzam Bin Salleh.

74)Which month are you born?
June.

75)How are you feeling right now?
tired.

76)What is the time now?
9:06pm.

77)Where are you now?
At home, inside my room.

78)What colour do you use to dye your hair?
my hair has not been dyed yet.

79)Why are you doing this test?
Cause i'm being tagged to do this.

80)What do you do when you're moody?
Sing, Cry, Talk to myself.

81)The last song you heard?
Fall For You.

82)Who is more important to you?
Everyone.

83)Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not really, can improve more.

84)Who is the person you trust the most?
ChuangCharman.

85)Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
Yes. i do[:

86)If you have a dream come true, what will it be?
For SwissWinds to be like how it used to in 2001.

87)What is your goal for this year?
To pass my streaming and get to do POA.

88)Do you believe in eternity love?
okaylah.

89)Who do you love?
People who love me.

90)Do you really think it's global warming now?
Yes.

91)What do you hate the most?
People's sucky attitude.

92)If someone you love hurts you a lot, what would you do?
Cry, cry, cry?

93)Do you believe in god?
Yes.

94)Who do you care the most?
People whom i love.

95)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Memories.

96)What will you bring when you are in a fight?
Presence of Mind.

97)What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Stepping into his life.

98)What would you feel when no one longer care about you?
dead.

99)What if your stead is two-timer?
ask him why, who would he really wanna go for now.
if he chooses her, i'll leave him.

100)Why are you living in this world?
Cause i've beaten all the other sperms and egg who wants to live in this world.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add your own personal question, then bold it. PEOPLE WHO WANNA DO THIS SURVEY, PLEASE DO[: back to top?

heyy people[;
yesterday was like good?
Miracles do happen[:
i improved on my dearCornet:D
Band punishment;
8pumpings and 2rounds of running around the parade square.
CouncilMembers, double.
Edwin says he's giving me a present for helping him with him embrochure:D
CornetSection's present for my birthday! Spongebob Case[:
thanks Cornets!<3
MrChew said that i have to play louder to get Haikal if not he's going to Kalzom.
lols xD
Haikal says of all people why her? -.-
and Clare's back from Malaysia:D
96818312426433
shall post more later kayys?

Labels: 大便. whats all of your problem?

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Charman; You'd better be sweetie:P hees. thankyou:D

JingYin; thankthankyouyou:D suresure[;

MJ; yes we will[: and you! stop being so emo!

Saiful; the * cannot be revealed[: hohoho. lovelove<3

liing; YES MAM!:D

HuiQi; thankyou SL:D

Sheena; hees. thankyou:D

Amalina; thankyou:D JIAYOU, JIAYOU.

Thomas; suresure[;

Hosin; suresure:D

Wanhei; thankyou:D

XiuFang; thankyou:D

MJ; yesyes[;

Edwin; 知道了[；

LC; done[:

Charman; Sweetlove<3

Shushia; goodgood[:

MJ; sorrybos sorryboss.

Nisa; ily toos sweet<3

Lixing; :D

Mingzhou; hhas. thankyou:D

Fiona; goodgood[:

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People who congratulated me:D
{if i did miss out, tell me can? i want take note[:
Clarence, ShuShia, JingYin, ZhenYuan, HuiQi, Charman, Nisa, KaiLing, Sherman, AbgSaiful, Samuel, MuYan, Jamie, Ashy, Fiona, Jewel, AbgHafiy, Stanley, Inche, AbgHaziq, DarylSeah, Judy, Ishraq, ChingKit, ZhengHuan, WeiRen, Luqman, JieQi, KuanSiong, WeiKeat, AndyNg, Emmanuel, Eugene, Atiqah, Evangeline, Sheena, Haikal, Fionne, Hayati, Iain, Afiq, Syazwan, Amalina, Ali, WeiLiang, RuiXiong, Fina, XueEr, Kaili, Hafnye, WanPing, Nuovo, Sheena, EngTheng, Douglas, Fatin, Samuel, Natashia, Nicholas, JunHao, ZheXi, Mama, Junkai.

WOOTS.
i'm finally 14:D
actually, 14 and a day old[:
hohoho. i'm older than CHUANGCHARMAN:P
hmm. Mama gave me $20 and a kiss.
i had not gotten a kiss from her since dinosaur years!
lols.
went to church and prayed yesterday.
hmm.
went to school for stockcheck first.
then headed mac for lunch.
i don't feel like myself whenever i'm near my seniors?
hais.
and i recieved my yellow cardigan from AbgHafiy:D
thankyou Abang<3

i showered,
i took out what seniors had given me for Serenade.
Jocelyn gave me a keychain with loads of people,
reminded me of Cornet Section[:
Junhao gave me a bigblack sweet keychain[:
Jiaher gave me a letter[:
she gave me hope, she believes i can,
what about him?
Saiful gave me a letter[:
he believes i can too.
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[11]People tagged with this quiz
1. Clarence
2. Evangeline
3. Sheena
4. ShuShia
5. Fiona
6. Judy
7. Hafiy
8. Minjiang
9. Hazierah
10. You
11. People who wanna do

[ 10 ] Firsts.

First Best Friend:
JianPing.
First Screen Name:
ChanYiPing.
First Pet:
Freaky?
First Piercing:
Both ears.
First Crush:
PrimarySchool not counted!
don't know:X
First CD:
Red Hot?
First Car:
*laughs. I don't know lah.
First Love:
CHARMANCHUANG!
First Place Called Home:
Jurong?

[ 9 ] Lasts.

Last Beverage:
Iced Milo.
Last Car Ride:
Bus.
Last Movie Seen:
Kungfu Panda.
Last Phone Call:
Minjiang.
Last Song You Listened To:
Forget About Me.
Last Bubble Bath:
Evening?
Last Time You Cried:
Last Band Prac.
Last Thing You Ate:
Fried Rice.
Last Bad Thing You Did:
Not doing homework:X

[ 8 ] Have You Evers.

Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best One Of Your Best Friends:
Yesyes, CHUANGCHARMAN<3
Have You Ever Been Arrested:
Nope:D
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped:
Huh?
Have You Ever Been On A Limo:
Ahh?
Have You Ever Cheated:
well, yes?
Have You Ever Been In Love:
Yes.
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident:
Nope.
Have You Ever Broken A Bone:
Chicken Bone, Yes.

[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing.
1. Sec2 Camp Tee.
2. HKPS Pants.
3. Boxers.
4. Bra.
5. Nothingelse.
6. Nope.
7. Nothingmore[:

[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today.
1. stockcheck.
2. bathe.
3. eat.
4. sing.
5. buzzing.
6. sleeping.

[ 5 ] Favourite Things.
1. Handphone.
2. SwissWinds.
3. Cornets.
4. People around me.
5. Home.

[ 4 ] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1. CHUANGCHARMAN.
2. Haikal.
3. Clarence.
4. Eeyore.
5. God.

[ 3 ] Choices.
1. Black Or White: Black.
2. Hot Or Cold: Cold.
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate, White Chocolate.

[ 2 ] Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. Tell everyone i love them.
2. Fulfill * wish, disappearing from his life.

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
Stepping into his life. back to top?

Mama and Me[:

its been a while since i took this kind of photo[:

Kisses<3

Before.

After.


heyy people.
i'll update more tomorrow okayys?
tired~
sleep[: back to top?

SmallChick; hehh. loves<3

heyy people:D
band today was okay?
got shouted by him cause i marched wrongly by accident?
and infront of the whole band. ohhgosh.
bleahs. had only myself to blame i guess.
i cried, i'm sorry.
i din start off well,
maybe cause of breakfast i ate?
hais. i did try my veryvery best still.
Charman cried cause she couldn't get her sound too,
as she started off with a sound she din want,
and yahs, she cried.
the shouting from him was unexpectedly but also expected,
he did asked me "should i wait for * to come back and scold you guys or should i scold you guys now?"
so yahs, got me a lil prepared.
so his shouting was as i said,
unexpectedly but also expected,
"i had enough!"
ohhgosh. why is he putting everything together?
hais. nehminds. we had only ourselves to blame.
i just realised,
i was the first one he shouted at.
umhm. the very first.
i held back my tears so,
till the very end,
then i cried.
cause i'm afraid he'll said that i shouldn't be crying and stuffs.
"as if they will."
hais. i duno what to do already.
i really don't.
going church with mama tomorrow,.
my butt and knees have been aching the whole day already>< back to top?

Andy[ADC]; YAY! ANDY!:D eee. i miss you:D added!

MJ; okayokaylahs. reflect~

LC; heh. thankyou:D and my birthday's sunday. heh. nehminds[:

heyy people.
back from band.
reflected.
and i really duwan him to lose fire in us,
i'm really trying veryvery hard.
i really am,
and its really hurting that you said you regretted knowing us or something like that.
yesyes, i'm hurt.
i'd never heard that from anyone,
not even my seniors i've ever known.
well, after a talk with him,
i was called to do my pumpings for the band.
so yahhs, but unfortunately,
Jewel all went home liao.
bleahhs. so doing my pumpings tomorrow.
just hoping that my knees won't ache again norhh,
since haven't recover yet:X
was having stomachache on my way home lahh.
hais~
i'm weak? -.-
okay, i'm reflecting.
Shihan, Minjiang, Charman and i are really trying our best to get sounds like Junhao and Saiful.
i tried different embrochures, and i'm still trying.
i duwan you to lose fire in us,
losing fire in us is gonna make us lose hope,
we don't want to,
we really don't want to.
MJ's really upset about what you've said,
so am i.
i really am.
i want the whole section to overcome this together,
i know, its collapsing.
but we know, its up to us to either let it fall, or to rebuild it.
i remember you told us,
we have a choice,
its just the consequences that we have to bear.
well, i really hope we will get our sound back.
yes i do. and for the whole band too.
majors are trying their very best,
yes we are.
as me being a JBSM under probation,
i'm trying my veryvery best to play,
to put in effort,
i believe all of us can.
its just up to us whether are we willing to do it or not.
we all have a choice,
its just the consequences we have to bear.

i don't understand you,
you seemed so cold towards me,
but on your blog,
you.. hais.
nehminds. its okay.
i understand, i duwanna get nagged again. back to top?

i cried.
Tears Of Anger.
Tears Of whatever lahh.
mama caught me crying,
scolded me,
asked me "why everytime also like that de?"
i was like "wth?"
i cried more after she left the room.
then she asked me "why everytime i also cry?"
"whats wrong with you?"
then she nagnagnag.
and she's currently nagging.
while my tears kept flowing.
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okay.
so i felt veryvery hurt after reading his post.
i din expect myself to be that bad.
okay, maybe i am.
but if only you knew how i really felt,
being in my position,
keeping a lot a lot of things to myself,
and just myself.
maybe, i shouldn't have stepped into his life,
knowing him, getting his number and stuffs.
then all this wouldn't have happened and i wouldn't have created such a bad image for myself.
but what?
i've never regretted knowing him.
but i've regretted admitting it.
if only i din admit that i do have feelings,
all this wouldn't have happened.
i know,
saying a million billion sorries won't help.
it wouldn't heal the hurt, pain and such.
but what can i do?
nothing.


for your post,
i din expected such,
i thought despite this we would still be as usual,
but no.
its alright,
maybe its time for you to move on.
i've got much to say,
its just i duwanna express it out.
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Wanhei; lols. okay[:

Evangeline; iloveyou lahh<33

LC; Always be my baby<3

Shushia; goodgood:D

heyy people:D
woke up late this morning to meet Charman:X
she called me and i was still half asleep!
gosh. and of course i rushed to meet Charman.
went mugging at mac.
i did mug okay! just that someone din mug only:X
she was mugging phone nahh. lols.
there were only Charman, Minjiang and i there[:
you can roughly know who's the SHE not mugging[x
i did 1incomplete comprehension today.
and i'm left with
-3and3quaters of comprehension,
-30 phrases,
-spelling,
-maths set A,
-maths set B,
-剪报,
-故事书感想.
heh:P
back to story.
Charman Theo Minjiang!
Sounds like a name huh.
proudly created by Theo[:
ohhyah!
on our way to mac,
we walked and suddenly,
a nutrisoy came dropping infront of Minjiang.
lols. so heng. can buy toto/4D:D
we talked about No ring,
teens like us now,
shouldn't be buying couple rings,
it just makes the relationship sour.
umhm[:
evidences supported*
hmm. afraid for tomorrow.
duwanna let anybody down,
but how? i still can't get it right.
and i'm not gonna give up still, no i'm not.
i'll get what i want.
gonna go tune up then traintraintrain again[:
hmm. i'm shagged.
had only 15mins nap:/
mugging tonight,
then my ironing of uniform.
hmm.
i've currently only recieved 1 birthday present.
umhm[:
Given by ClarenceJean<3
hees. thankhim so much:D
now peoplee!
i wanna know whats my birthday presents! xD
hehh:P
iloveyou peoplee!
boom* back to top?

Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
It's not in order.
1. Clarence
2. Charman
3. MinJiang
4. Haikal
5. Saiful
6. Haziq
7. JieQi
8. YanTing
9. HuiMin
10. Eugene
11. WeiRen
12. John Teo
13. Gary
14. Iain
15. RenJie
16. Fiona
17. ShuShia
18. Evangeline
19. Lynette
20. HuiQi

How did you meet 14?
Iain<3! Through Sec1 Orientation[:

What would you do if you never met 1?
Clare<3 I wouldn't have known more facts?

Will 6 and 17 date?
AbgHaziq and ShuShia?! Noway!

Describe 3.
Minjiang; A Very Good Friend, A better Cornetist than me, A Supporting Friend, One who sacrifices for his loved ones.

Describe 7.
JieQi; A very hyper girl, one who loves and loves wholeheartly, a very supporting best friend.

Do you know any of 12's family members?
JohnTeo. nope, but i know his links!:D
John Teo-doros Chan Wei Ren<3!

What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
Evangeline, i'll confess to her before she even confesses to me[:

What language does 15 speak?
RenJie? English?

Who is 9 going out with?
HuiMin? I've got no idea.

How old is 16?
FionaThor, 14 this year[:

When is the last time you spoke to 13?
Gary? Just on MSN.

Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
Charman, SwissWinds?

Would you ever date 4?
Haikal, i'd love to[:

Would you ever date 1?
Clare, i'd love to[:

Is 19 single?
Lynette, Single[:

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
WeiRen. He's my link:D

School of 3?
MinJiang, Swiss Cottage Secondary School.

Where does 6 live?
AbgHaziq, BukitBatok.

What is your favourite thing of 5?
AbgSaiful! he's my love<3!

Have you seen 2 naked?
Charman? Sortof:X


Next 5 persons to do this survey:
1. Clarence
2. Evangeline
3. Lynette
4. Fiona
5. MinJiang back to top?

How to play:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
Inconsolable[BackstreetBoys]
feeling confused.

Will you get far in life?
It ends tonight[The All-American Rejects]
i don't know.

How do your friends see you?
Just A Closer Walk With Thee
A miserable life, die then happy?

Will you get married?
Don't Matter[Akon]
heckcare?

What is your best friend's theme song?
Winter Sonata[Saiful Azzam]
i thought it was Cry On My Shoulder?

What is the story of your life?
Fairytale,TongHua[Saiful Azzam]
Complications.

What was high school like?
More Than Words[WestLife]
it really is, more than words.

How can you get ahead in life?
Sometimes[Britney Spears]
tykotyko get ahead in life?

What is the best thing about your friends?
Cintaku[Saiful Azzam]
they love me:D

What's in store for this weekend?
Latin Favourites
my birthday?

Describe your grandparents.
TiAmo.
lovelove<3

How's your life going?
Ladies Choice[Zac Efron]
i got no idea?

What song will they play at your funeral?
CityScape1.
okay, cityscape1, by David R Holsinger

How does the world see you?
Merry Widow.
Merry Widow.

Will you have a happy life?
Broken Hearts Parade.
merajok*

Do people secretly lust after you?
Tears In Heaven.
huh?

How can you make yourself happy?
Wait For You.
waiting makes me happy?

What should you do with your life?
Apologize.
true. i've done nothing but hurt people.

Will you ever have children?
Pictures Of You.
Pictures of my kids?

What song would you strip to?
Whats left of me.
lols. so sad de song, want do stripping:X

What does your mum think of you?
On Top Of The World.
The best? i mean based on the song niah.

What is your deep, dark secret?
Your love is a lie.
a lie?

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Hate That I Love You.
cool! lols. my enemy hates me[x

What's your personality like?
Forget About Me.
yes. Forget About Me.

What song will be played at your wedding?
One Summer Night.
lols.

TAGS:
1.Lynette
2.ShuShia
3.Fiona
4.Judy
5.WanHei

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Zhen Yuan; Link pleasee:D

HuiQi; goshh. you're addicted already[:

WanHei; donee[:

MJ; reelax[:

LC; hhas. okay>< hmm. you JY on Eupho too<3

ShuShia; Orhs. 知道了[:

Hi; hmm. yes. Why do you ask?

Evangeline; hhas. thankyou Etan<3

back to today.
hmm. went out with Haikal and Saiful today[:
went to book tickets at cinema first,
then to Food Culture for lunch.
noticed a guy in BB uniform but din care much.
din know it was Gary:/
nehminds, let me carry on.
after that, went to watch Kungfu Panda:D
hahas. finally i've watched!
not bad. was hoping more talkings from the Monkey[JackieChan]
after that, went jalanjalan awhile before i head home.
reached home, had dinner, watched tv, fell asleep:/
woke up, showered, here posting.
umhm.
meeting Charman tomorrow for homework-ing[:

Labels: i do nothing but hurt people. i'm sorry.

back to top?

hellohello:D
went for band today[:
hmm. things happened and just wanna say sorry?
i did, its that i was assigned to help Shihan.
but nehminds, i'll practice harder then[:
i'm not losing hope, no i'm not[:
because i know,
people are there for me,
supporting me[:
and i'm not gonna give up,
i'm gonna get the sound i want.
hmm.
i whacked MJ's lil brother by accident.
he was standing behind me,
while i was standing by the door,
we were talking when i asked "where is Charman?"
and i swinged backwards and by accident hit norh:X
heh. yucks! xD
hmm. then fall in to bersurai?
i felt bad when the band got pumped,
when i din do it with them):
serious. i'm sorry.
but my knee's still injured.
hais.
then after bersurai,
MJ said he wanted to go drink water,
he went to toilet,
and he confessed to me that he erected!:X
hohoho. i made him erect:P
Class Outing tomorrow people:D
and i found out they're celebrating my birthday also.
hohoho. i know i'm not supposed to know,
but i promise i won't tell you all that i know[:
hees. and i've changed bedsheet:D
its like so cute now?
heh. it has got animals and chuchu trains on it:D
and the sky's crying people:D
hohoho. Merry Rain-ness back to top?

Unknown; hahas. okay. thankyou:D
Haz; heyhey[: okays. missmiss<3
Amalina; heyhey. suresure[:
afiy; hees:P
MJ; :D

Shot before beach[:

Beachy[:

Wetty Us[:

Observerance.

Bus-ed back to interchange[:

Interchange[:

Train-ed home[:

Theo, Saiful & Charman:D

Abg Saiful & i<3

hees. me[:

hello people:D
i'm back from Section Outing:D
Section Outing today is fun norhh!
hmm. Charman kicked Saiful's dick 3 times today:X
Saiful's piggy backing is fun:D
and when he laughs, his shoulders starts to vibrate and its like so funny?
hahas. hohoho.
played "pushing each other" with Charman on Junhao's and Saiful's shoulderS:D
i'm on Saiful's shoulders while Charman is on Junhao's shoulders.
we went for 2 rounds,
i won, Charman lost.
but most importantly,
its the bonding thats fun:D
i got thrown into the water:/
its fun to get thrown inside norhh,
but yahs, not deep enough:X
Shihan almost lost his spectacles.
and Saiful to the rescue!
Saiful founded Shiahan's specs!:D
and now,
my knees hurtingD:
shall stop here, wanna sleeep[:
nightnight people, sweetdreams:D back to top?

MJ; guai:P
quennaaa; hello sweetie[:

heyy people:D
i'm blogging.
hahas. okay.
so yahs,
i know what AbangHafiy's gonna get me[:
hohoho. yellowcardigan*
went to Church today[:
New Creation Church if i'm not wrong,
and yeah, i've recieved Jesus[:
i din know my Sis was a Christian till i heard it from my Cousin, Ruby.
they grew up together and they believed in Jesus since young[:
hmm. so yeah, i've recieved Jesus today.
and yes!
CornetSectionOuting tomorrow:D
we're going to the beachh again.
hello sunshine[:
hahas:D
and Charman's back from her holiday:D
and i soso miss you sweetheart!<3
hohoho. she bought things for us also[:
which is so kind of ChuangC:P
hees. andand!
after Church, Ahyi, mama, Yiwei and i went for lunch[:
and The World Is So Small,
Clare's family is having dinner there also:D
OMG. hahas.
i was at the foodcourt eating with AhYi and all,
Clare came along with his family,
he was looking around for me,
but cannot find due to his 'pajiao-ness',
then he decided to message me,
but his dad found a table le,
so he sat down before messaging and when he turned to look at stalls,
he saw me[:
we were sitting next to each other's table[:
so FATE norhh.
goshh. i had not expected this:X
reached home,
watched tv,
showered,
SIMPSONS:D
then GARFIELD:D
okay. hahas[:
i found that Suntec has loads of things for me to buy?
hees[:
my next shopping trip:D
people!:D
presents pleaseee.
hohoho. back to top?

Evangeline; HEE:D orhorh[: yay!:D Etan wansui!:D

amirah; hey!:D

MJ; paisehh luhh[: get used to it bleahh:P

heyhey people:D
back from my date with Clare[:
morning woke up and it was so so cloudy.
and it started raining:D
Merry Rain-ess!
then Clare came to pick me up under my blk,
and recieved my birthday present:D
bus-ed to harbourfront:D
then went walking round and round Vivo,
and our first shop in Vivo was Toy R Us:D
i saw my tamagotchi,
costed $39.90:X
and after awhile,
we got bored.
then we went walking outside on the top floor under the rain[:
after that, we walked around 'aimlessly' cause i duwan decide what to eat.
in the end, we ended up at KFC, harbourfront.
i shared 3 piece chicken meal with Clare,
and i ate the mash potato until its so clean[Said Clare]
and i cleaned up his too[:
then we went Sentosa after late lunch,
went to the other side of the beach which shows the bigbig sea[:
sat down on the rocks,
admired the scenery,
and we were supposed to watch sunset,
when the beautiful dark clouds covered the sun,
and yeah, sunset without sun[:
talked about this and that.. then a few minutes of silence,
and i went 'holy'.
i started climbing up and down around the rocks,
and Clare followed me[:
he almost got pushed into the sea by me!:D
then after that,
went back to Vivo and bus-ed back home.
had dinner at coffeeshop instead of Pastamania at lot cause i was tired
dinner was economical rice[:
din finished it though:/
and Clare sent me home again,
then showered and blogblogblog:D back to top?

Afiy; orh:/

Evangeline; ohh, i do miss Riko):

synyeeee; its not called sabo, its called tagging:P

HuiQi; orh. lovelove<3

kingkong; yay! finally you tagged!:D hohoho. heyy! no worries, i bit EnZe and he's not contracted Rabies yet[:

hello people[:
as you can of course see,
i've changed blogskin!:D
took me kindof long?
was multi-tasking okay!
and i edit a lot of stuffs[:
let me see,
i woke up,
i showered,
i had breakfast,
looked for jobs in the newspaper,
watched tv,
and yeah,
i realised something.
The World Is So Small.
i finally found out who you still are having feelings for[:
and yeah, the guy's after me.
woahs. now that, can conclude, the world is small.
well, long story people[:
you tell me the person you need ain't her,
you tell him the person you really need is her.
i mean, whats your problem?
different people, different answers?
goshh:/
and Charman went oversea today.
ohh, so fast misses already.
i miss ChuangCharman. back to top?

i din expect a call from you.
"doesn't mean i go for her my love for her will be as much as yours"
"a lil bit of me just doesn't want to forget you"
"uhhh. i'm not even sure whether i want her."
okay, i mean,
hais.
i don't know what to say..


Once bitten twice shy they say.
but for me,
i'll never get shy,
i don't know why,
i just never get to learn from it. back to top?

i've been tagged again to do quiz*

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

I choose B!:D
1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
someone who loves me for who i am,
someone who's there for me whenever i need her/him,
someone who's willing to go through thick and thin with me,
and blahblahblah~
which i'm gonna take forever naming all[:

2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
To get back Old SwissWinds Sound[:

3. Who's life would you want to takeaway most?
No-one cause i love them. hees[:

4. What would you do with a billion bucks?
donatedonatedonate, give money to mama, save money for my wishlist, give money to SwissWinds to upgrade instruments and stuffs, blanja people mummum!:D

5. Are you happy with life?
so-so. still passable[:

6. If you were going to die in 5 minutes time, and you have only enough time to say goodbye to 10 people, who would they be?
choi! but seriously, i would tell, Haikal, Saiful, Haziq, Charman, JieQi, YanTing, Mama, Clarence, Papa, Jamie.

7. Can you whistle?
Uhhuh:D

8. Do you like going to school?
i do, i do[:

9. What kind of person are you?
dumb, stubborn, mad one?

10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
wait for him if they're not gonna last long or move on with life if they are gonna last long.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
A better Theo[:

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Cornets! Abangs! Haikal, Clarence! SwissWinds! Family! Sweethearts!

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A friendly one, A chio one, aiyah! iloveher lahh<3

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single and Rich[:

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Daydream[:

16. What does your favourite kind of shampoo smells like?
nice smelling?

17. How would you rate the perfection of your life now?
5/10. not smooth sailing and not rocky either[:

18. Who would you never wanna lose?
None. iloveall<3

People to do the quiz!
1. Clarence
2. Etan
3. XinYi
4. FionaThor
5. ShuShia
6. AbangHafiy
7. HuiQi
8. Jewel back to top?

ShuShia; hees[:
Afiy; :D

hello people:D
hohoho.
i went to school today.
and i so miss school[:
lovelove<3
saw JohnTeo,Eugene,MinJiang and friends in the morning:D
they're as cute as ever lahh.
heh. ilovethem<3
went to com lab 2,
had to create some sort of website,
which is like so lame at first then it got more fun?
the fun-est part was when we were allowed to go to any website to get photos to upload:D
hohoho. that was fun:D
then after ICT enrichment,
told JohnTeo, WeiRen, Minjiang and friends to wait for me!
they never wait, i go toilet niahh:X
oppsehh. heh:P
then went to mac with Charman and Yanting,
JieQi din come as she had to meet her sis to go polyclinic i think.
met Nisa, CT, HuiMin, WanHei, Katty at Mac.
then Hayati and friends came along.
Hayati and friends pangseh Amalina,
then she had to sit with Huimin and all. {lols.
Yanting had the spicy mc nugget.
it does taste spicy, not bad[:
then HuiMin all had to leave,
leaving Amalina all alone. {awwww.
then we had to leave too. {awwwwwawwwwww.
we walked a few steps out of the macdonald and boom!
it started raining:D
hohoho. Merry Rain-ess:D
walked to MRT station and train-ed back home[:
reached home and AhYi was home.
she told me some bible stuffs.
and cousin lend me her bible[:
hohoho. its for Children, which is Children's bible.
yupyup. gonna know more about Christianity.
hmm.
then planned out my holiday schedule[:

and i remembered this show; Extreme Makeover For House.[paiseh forgotten title]
the builders couldn't actually build the home on time but they actually had faith in themselves, which made another succesful house built.
it was a rainy season for that country and it was difficult to build 2 storey house with actually the rain keep coming in.
they wanted to ask for 1 more day in extra, which is 8days when they're only given 6days to complete the house.
the girl who was the one who wanted for the extreme makeover sent a video telling them it was hard and so on, and of course to have faith in yourself.
they had faith, people from all over the world flew to where they were building the house to help out even though they wouldn't get paid, they wanted to make a family happy. then on the last night, they finished building and yeah! their efforts were paid off[: thats when faith came in. thats a touchful show, which really teaches us about teamwork, selflessness, faith. yeah~

that another one, lead me to thinking of choosing to become a Christian.
ohhgosh[:
uhhm. i am.
i'm currently a freethinker, so yeah[:
and yeah, still with my friendship storybook,
founded some things had already happened in life.
bleahhs. okay..

people change, so don't blame.
i din expect people to change so fast,
i'm sorry i'm slow,
i just duwanna change anymore.


Saiful & Haziq, i miss you.
i'm prepared for you to disown me,
i could feel the gap between us now,
and i'm sorry if i'd ever hurt you. back to top?

PEOPLE!
attention!
i urge to go out with these people:

` WeiRen, John, Eugene, MinJiang:D
` Charman, YanTing, JieQi:D
` Clarence:D
` 2N2:D
` 3rd ADC People:D
` Sheena, Jewel, Etan:D
` FionaThor:D
` Shushia, Judy:D
` Haqiz and the 7 Masturbators:D
` Cornets:D
` HKPS kids:D

and of course you want bring me go out also can ahh[:
i'll be happy to go with you:D
and!
when we go out, take photo please!
i want a memorable one[:
love you all<33 back to top?

MingZhou; heyys!:D
Charman; okaylahh. Wanna see more? Carry on reading:P
MJ; cheerup lahh!:D be like me. hohoho[:

hello people:D
back to blogging[;
hmm. today's babies are;

Mama & Perry
okay..
maybe i shouldn't be calling mama baby anymore.
but daddy should! hohoho:P
Happy Birthday Perry!
sorry i din get anything for you cause you still don't know me!:D {hohoho.
and of course i dun have a photo with you as i've never seen you before!:D
heh. kindof dumb[:
Happy Birthday Mama!
i got you a photo of Yiwei and you as i'm the one giving you the present!
so of course you'll remember me giving you!:D
mama: aiyah! you print never tell me! i smile nicer.
me: ahh? *blurr
mama: where is this photo taken?
me: Singapore Flyer?
mama: ohhh..
okay. end of conver.
tonight's dinner was cooked by birthday mama:D
haven't had her cooking for a longlong time.
and i so miss her cooking[:
well, i felt the love in her cooking,
and it tasted so heartwarming:D
yummy~!
okay. before i carry on,
i've not talked about my day today! forgotten:X
morning i woke up,
talked to Haikal on the phone?
showered and had breakfast.
watched television till noon,
had lunch.
and mama's been having instant noodles for lunch lately! ROAR:@
then went for my afternoon nap,
had a nightmare:
ClarenceJEAN was a flabby fatty.
we went for course,
and the last day of course,
we were released at night,
everyone went home accept for me as SM called for me or something,
Clarence waited for me,
and i saw him taking off his shirt!
which he looked so flabby and so fricking fat! EEEEEEWWWWWW~
and i woke up.
kindof lost track of time.
i thought i fell asleep at night and when i woke up i thought it was tomorrow's morning. ohhgosh.
hohoho. thats a very stupiddumb dream which i had never expected.
ohhgosh. why did i even nightmare of Clarence this way.
rather amusing though,
but he's very fat! scary~
okay! enough with the nightmare!
let's carry on~
then had my bath again,
and dinner! well, shall not elaborate about dinner again.
heh:P i'm bored.
mama told me to go church with her this sunday.
my cousin's buying me a bible since i told mama that i wanted one:X
wanted to go holy as you can see.
okay..
and this part is soo dedicated to ChuangCharman

She and i both has got common interests.
we both love YELLOW:D
we go for almost the same fashion!:D
okaylahs.
she's my love,
i never want to lose her,
i've been with her for 1year, 5months and 17days<3
so PEOPlE!
lemme tell you this now,
and CHUANGCHARMAN you better read this with your eyes wide OPEN.
I never wanna lose you,
I love you too much to let you go,
I'll be selfish to keep this friendship.
ILOVEYOU<3
okayokay.
i know Charman through CCA Orientation.
She was with Judy then,
i was with HuiMin,
i 'bribed' her to join band,
and she did[:
she din really like band at first,
but guess what?
she loves her Cornet now okay!:D
she couldn't play at first,
but now she can! thats an inprovement.
let's aim higher now,
to get our sound like Saiful's[:
thats our achievement:D
hohoho. lovelove<3
okay, enough about Charman already.
next time next time.
hey CHARMAN!* i post about you liao hoh!
and there's school tomorrow.
some ICT Enrichment.
having breakfast with my dearGirls first:D
hohoho:D mydearSweethearts<3
i miss them luhh, is i never say only[: back to top?

MJ; stop emo-ing! you still have me!:D
ShuShia; heh[; iloveyou a lot a lot too!<3
Sheena; i do, i do[: yeah!:D BUBBLY~ iloveSheena<3

你现在离开了我，
我只好放你走。
你收到我的卡片后，
不知道为什么你哭。
我那时好想走去抱你，
但我很怕有伤害了你。
对不起。

went to polyclinic in the morning,
doctor said my knees fine,
just some growing up pain. {lols.
i'm growing tall people!:D
then i went out to IMM,
met Saiful and Haikal.
feeling the cold-ness haikal is towards me,
i decided to leave.
so we broke up,
he called Clarence and told him we broke up and told him not to leave me?
bleahs.
then i bus-ed back to lot.
called up Charman and met up[:
love her loadsx3
then we walkedwalked,
walked to CCK park.
she and i were planning for class outing when i heard someone on the Cornet.
i turned and i knew it must be Saiful.
uhhuh, it is him.
he walked towards us and yahs,
i passed him the anniversary card i made for Haikal.
Haikal read and he cried.
i'm sorry to have make you cry again okay?
i wanted to give you a hug but i was afraid i hurt you more.
hmm,
then i walked home.
had dinner around 8+?
then bathe and online[:
hehs.
its Perry and Mama's birthday tomorrow:D
lols. love you both<3
got mama a photo of her and Yiwei,
planning to write mushy stuffs:X
oppsehs. i am sweet de okay! xD
heh.
and to people who are there for me when i was emo,
iloveyouall<3 back to top?

i've got nothing else to say already i guess.
i've done nothing but hurt people in my life.
and now,
i guess you're prepared to leave me already huh.
i'd never expected this goodbye.
it is my hardest goodbye,
but since you're prepared to leave,
i'll go with it.
i shall not make you stay,
cause i wouldn't want to hurt you anymore.
i've decided not to make people stay in my life,
cause i wanna stop the hurt i've been causing.

"I went through so much to be with you,
I felt that i sacrificed too much to end up like that.
I hurt 2 other girls feelings just so that I could stay faithful to you."
maybe i'm just really not cut out for love dear.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry to the 2 other girls,
for spoiling their dreams of having to be with you.

"I wanted to do my last bid to prove my love for you."
i'm stubborn not to know,
not to realise,
not to even see.



"再见了，高高的... 矮冬瓜永远不会忘记你的... 祝你和你爱的人有一个好结果。

It's probably time for the Deer to bid farewell to Dino.
The only way for things to change is for Dino to change her mind.
And returns."
This made me cry,
it made me brokedown,
i never had expected this,
but i decide to give in,
if you're determined to leave,
i shall not stand in your way.

i did cherish the time i'm with you.
maybe you just don't know how much hurt i'm going through,
with you just leaving my life now,
has just hurt me more,
but i decide to keep my mouth shut,
not to let you suffer anymore.
keeping you,
is not a suffering,
i just duwan to hurt you anymore.
now,
you're leaving me,
you wouldn't get hurt from me anymore,
i'm happy so.
now,
you're leaving me,
you've stepped out from my life,
i'm hurt so.
it is my hardest goodbye.
but i duwan to see you getting hurt anymore,
so i'm letting you go.
i'm not prepared for you to leave,
but i guess its for the better,
you're no more getting hurt already.
its now raining and the sun is shining.
i listened to OnlyOne,
brought me memories,
i cried.
but i guess,
no matter how hard i cry,
there's no bringing you back.
so i'm saying this again,
i'm letting you go,
because i duwan to hurt you anymore.

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I'm sorry for the hurt i've caused,
I've never done anything that made you happy,
I hope for things to be better,
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You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do! You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing. You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you. How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

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Edwin; ohh. heh:P paisehs.
LC; thanksdear:D
synyeeeee-; you are? o.O
lixing; campcamp:D
wk; thanks kor:D
SmallChick; iloveyou too sweetheart<3

hello people[:
heh. i'm fine.
no worries yeah. i'm done crying for him[:
hohoho.
went to WestMall in the evening,
had bubbletea. {which suck:X
then saw my PriSchool helper,
talked to her,
she said i'm getting darker and darker. {lols.
then went to Popular to find P1 chinese books for Yiwei! {LOLS.
while i went to find some bible book or something?
i'm seriously going holy i guess.
have been looking for holy books nowadays,
okay, maybe not holy but inspirational books.
yupyup.
then went to BukitBatok for dinner[:
was kindof at a place where there's a dustbin?
and when the guy slammed the cover,
the smell was like ... PHEWWWWW! BlUECK!
so we decided to change place.
heh:P then had duno what rice for dinner.
tasted not bad:D
went home and showered.
then online and talked on the phone with Haikal till he was sleepy?
he fell asleep soon after.
today?
went to polyclinic in the morning,
had to go for an X-Ray.
Sectionals aren't at my house?
they last min change to Andy's house,
soyeah, i'm not going.
have to collect my X-Ray thingy.
bleahs. troublesome and it takes a few hours lah!
but bobian, cheap mahs:X
and its cloudy now[:
i've totally forgotten about mama's birthday!:X
i haven't even thought of a present luhs.
Yiwei's getting her a cookbook. {lols.
me? thinking of printing photo and telling her how much i love her and such:X
bleahhs:P
its drizzling people:D
have to do planning after this,
duwanna waste my time like how i always do:X
so takecare people:D
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i'm prepared for you to leave,
i'm prepared to see you with another girl,
i'm prepared for you to treat me just as a friend,
i'm prepared to stay single,
i'm prepared to breakdown again,
but no worries,
i'll pick myself up again.
i'm sorry i've caused so much hurt,
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Evangeline; loves<3
lixing; [:
ChuangC; then you retype everything like how i did:X takecares<3

hello people.
good afternoon[:
am bored, so i decided to post?
hmm. woke up around 11?
got morning call from MinJiang to watch Spongebob.
heh[: we both love watching Spongebob<3
then after that had my bath and breakfast was at 12.30pm.
hohoho. it was late luh[: my late breakfast.
watched tv and now i'm bored so posting luh[:
had a list of things to do during holidays.
and goshh, i have a lot of things to pack.
thinking of changing blogskin again.
and got a new URL.
so people! be prepared to move your fingers and edit my URL yeah[:
hohoho. Happy Rainess people!:D
its raining! rainrainrain.
and i miss Saiful):
i miss a lot of other people too lah.
i'm craving for oreo again.
edited my some things inside blog,
OPEN up eyes and see luh[:
takecares<3

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