Theodoros Chan.
15 June 1994


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27o7o7

today , urhs .
morning went to 7-11 for 'breakfast'
then went to gombak stadium for sports day :DD
excited ~
first time mahs xDD
then sat with suba , charman and haigao :DD
hees . good .
i like the sitting arrangement .
then urhhs .
charman was reserved for the running thingy .
but don't know why she was called for it blehs .
hees . then urhhs .
almost going to end , was drizzling .
so stopped . then rain got heavier :DD
hahas . then was like very cold !
waa ~ still feeling cold now .
hmm . then dismissed was like walking under the cold rain ?
yeahs . so long din walk under the rain can ?
was enjoying it BUT he was freezing .
his lips were like so SHIVERY !
sorry ~ din wanted you to be like that .
din mean it .
felt abit dizzy after that .
then had section lunch and went for band .
hmm . not bad . i love the marches .
very STYLO ~
hees xDD
sectional was feeling abit sicky .
then marches . home ~ bluecks !
eyes feeling sleepy . small small de .
tired .

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28o7o7~29o7o7

band was fun .
after that went home with haigao with me .
umm . he didn't want to go home .
so we went to the swing !
then it started to drizzle .
we started vandalising xDD
i sent him home .
went to ahma's house .
had to take LRT there .
and mother's ezlink got stuck .
were stuck there for around 15-2omins .
then went to ahma house .
took dinner then fell asleep .
went home with a pissed off mood .
fell asleep as soon as i got home .
around 12am got call from syg !
blehs but was 'hibernating' ..
so got voice msg from him in the morning .
so cute of him !
hees . I LOVE him lahs xDD
then was like really tired .
got a call from in around 11am ++
then again 12pm ++
then he went for religious class luhs .
I WANNA GO LOT1 ~

[[ HAPPY 2ND MONTHSERY SYG ! ILOVEYOU ~ MUAHS! ]] back to top?

today wasn't bad .
accept for maths remedial blehs .
hates maths ~
got maths test also .
hees . din do alot of questions xD
went home with di .
by coincidence okay .
if not i also don't want .
tomorrow sports day le !
then after that band !
swiss winds ! back to top?

23o7o7

today , umm .
cried in sku ?
seow saw me and asked a few things .
blehs .

24o7o7

band was bad .
cornet section was the worst .
chew say : sec1s were to rely on minjiang&&I .
all i want to say is :
Charman ; you can de . just JIAYOU .
ShiHan ; you can de . just JIA more YOU !

25o7o7

today was umm . fun ?
hees . chinese test let fiona copy xDD
hees . nvm bahs .
tomorrow got vocab&&maths test .
bluecks ! hates ~
hip hop almost got the moves .
just have to JIA more YOU ! xDD
phone bill HIGH .
no money to pay .
will be changing number cause using PREPAID ! )x
will inform you guys .

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today was neutral . ~vitagen !

erhs , band was good . learned new march .
catwalk -.=
learned marching backwards .
was really tricky !
but i made it ! :DD
band was good .
yay ! finally get to play 'majulah singapura' lerhs !
but haven't memorise YET .
trying to memorise it :D
then waited in the rain for sayyeng cause JQ waiting for him .
then went for lunch with haigao , JQ , sayyeng , charman , yanting , andy&&minjiang
hees . can say is fun bahs .
the bad one .. nahs , don't wanna say it .
nightnight going Bukit Batok for dinner .
then fetch di from NDP reharsal .
he P5 ; going NDP reharsal .
8 more days and yay ! [; back to top?

photo of : ANDY , CHARMAN , THEO , HAIKAL :DD back to top?

today wasn't good nor bad .

bad was that i told out what i had kept for a long time .
my old 1n2 .
is wanting back the 1n2 that bad ?
is it that difficult ?
haiis .
then was like crying my heart out .
'SOMEONE' stepped on my ZHUZHU !
waaa~! thats my another reason of crying .
i cried until eyes very painpain .
then went band cry again .
then went home ..
good thing is that NO SCOLDING from mother !!!
yeah~! xDD

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today was umm . fun ?
hahas .
sayyeng stead with JQ lerhs ! OMG !!!
after school went to JEC .
walk2 then Cc buy wallet .
then wanted watch movie but no money .
then went longjohn and did work .
then took neo :DD
went to MRT station to go home BUT !!!
JQ lost her wallet !!!
then we were quite lost at what to do ..
hahas . wanted take taxi .
hees . now JQ also lost her Ez-link card .
hi5 to her man ! xDD
then umm . went home taking MRT .
yanting lend her ..
got home din get scolding cause mother not home YET !
yippie ! hees .
tomorrow racial harmony lerhs !
hees . wondering what to wear .
or just wear sku uniform bahs .
but senior wearing ehs .
blehs . see how lahs xDD back to top?

12o7o7
today ; with the new seating arrangement was like damn sucky lohs .
cannot talk to FIONA !
waaaa ~
that ASSmund was like looking back most of the time ?
trying to attract my attention by using a penknife ?
NO WAY ! i don't need you to attract my attention neither do i need your love .
i really regretted forgiving you . you're NEVER gonna learn your lesson .
always PISSING ME OFF . fuck off my life . i mean it .
mrseow was like angry after science lesson and asked us to stay back ?
i don't know why he angry lahs ; or maybe most of n2s .
went for home econ . cooked sausage in bread ; crispy !
yummy ! smell nice also lohs ! i cook derhs . TszLok was like just washing ?
i don't mind ; I LOVE COOKING ! :DD
then went back to class and mrseow was like waiting for us ?
he asked us to put down our things and stand outside in 2 straight rows .
kaos . i was standing damn still lohs !
the girls skirt were like flying ? up && down ; up && down .
then could say is standing for 15-2o mins bahs . don't know . didn't count . or maybe longer .
cause have to wait for msnorli de class also mahs .
sian ! then FIONA, JQ && YT were like trying each other's cooking .
hahas . not bad lahs . JQ is good . FIONA is abit hard while YT is okok lohs .
Mine don't know lahs . let JQ/FIONA/YT/HAIKAL to taste .
so ask them lohs xD went to Haikal's class and was like saw MYNAME all over his desk !?
i was like wtf .
was like damn sian lahs . Sayyeng LOVE JQ ? ZZZ !
saw danial&&jas " make love "
hahas . humji kia ! xP oklahs . daring enough liao .
do outside 1n2 . NO ! they shouldn't do it !
TOO YOUNG ! xDD ok lahs .
but they like do in school not paisehs .
damn daring . i admire them xDD
hees . i'm not that daring lahs .
NOT humji ! cause still YOUNG . understand ?
um . good xDD


14o7o7
went for breakfast in the morning with JQ .
then were like taking bus to school and JQ 'seduced' a guy?
no lahs ; her friend lahs xDD
then went to band room and sat down for awhile .
after that went to report for CIP .
sian~! everyone was like listening to songs / SMS-ing .
cool man ! xDD hahs .
my 'student leader' was Azmi .
well ; he let us 'slack' . hees :DDI LOVE HIM ! xDD
love as in that love not that love . understand ?
then 1o.3oam lerhs ! Charman && JQ was like calling me and asking where to meet to go sku together .
hahas . rushed to band room and heard them playing : latin favourites .
yay ! my favourite ! :DD
then was like standing like hell ! arghs !
leg damn pain .. went numb !
not walking much now .
after band waited for fiona && yanting at bus-stop .
umm . went longjohn for lunch .
umm . went home after that ?
was walking home with him .
got home and nobody was home . wtf .
just jumped on the sofa and fell asleep .
phone keep on vibrating ; SMS .
have to reply . ZZ !
was enjoying my nap then was awaken lohs .
not taking dinner tonight .
legs still feeling numb .
have to write about me for the prefect thingy .
blehs . was chosen . thinking if i should become one .
thinking of what to write .
thinking if i'm fit to be one .
well , i don't know . maybe not .
eyes red red derhs ..
waaaa ! very tired ! feeling dizzy now ..
eyes just wanna close ..
sleeping damn early tonight .


15o7o7
went out early in the morning to meet JQ .
brought her to swing :DD
then played until 1o++
tired . drained energy .
went to mac for breakfast~lunch .
first time i saw haikal laugh like **** !
its censored . sorry . don't get the wrong idea .
took bus to school .
reharsed and took bus there .
hmm . was sitting with Justin .
he like childish childish bahs .
keep on tickling me .
then to keep his mind away i made him sing song xDD
reached there set up instrument and tune .
we reharsed on the stage and rest .
around 5pm ; the show started .
i just wanna say , SWISSWINDS did well .
SWISSWINDS gonna rock the hall haa ~
and we rocked the hall .
after our performance it started drizzling then BOOM !
started raining :DD
saw haigao crying and was like what happen .
this i'm not gonna say .
we are civilised people .
we don't use dirty tricks .
i lend him my shoulder to cry don't want .
fine . then i lend others who need it more lohs .
then was like getting a bloody scolding from mum .
blehs . haigao send me to my blk then byebye .
then i walked SLOWLY to the coffeeshop .
sian ! mum/dad was like nagging when i sat down till i left .
mum said she will write a letter of quitting band .
I WILL NEVER QUIT BAND NO MATTER HOW YOU FORCE ME ;
I LOVE BAND MORE THAN YOU .
CAUSE BEING IN BAND MAKES ME FEEL BETTER THAN BEING WITH THIS "FAMILY"
SWISS WINDS IS A BETTER FAMILY THEN THIS FAMILY .


16o7o7
today reached school around 6.2oam .
real tired cause of yesterday .
was happy and she ruined my day .
ain't gonna talk about it .
P.E was fun .
played basketball .
just touched the ball thrice xDD
then the rest just cheering for friends i guess .
after school went to lot1 .
haigao wanted to cry but he just won't .
blehs . offered my shoulder he still don't want .
fine . humpf !
went home with my bag damn heavy .
got home earlier then mum .
and was like HENG arhs .
cried when she told me about him .
i don't know lahs .
also not me .
i think is because i sensitive whom i know crying bahs .
they cry ; i cry .
has been crying these few days )x
eyes very tired of crying liao .
but still got alot of things haven't cry out .
slowly bahs huh .
**** lost $4 .
aiyo, why n2 de money always lost derhs ?
if no-one is gonna own up , seow is gonna make the whole class stay back everyday .
{ c'mon man, if you're from n2 and has have the guts to steal, own up lahs . }
{ if you're not in n2 , why do you have to steal from our class ? why us ?
not others ? }
HOW COULD YOU MAKE HER CRY ?
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THIS ?
HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED HER FEELINGS ?
DOESN'T MEAN YOU STEAD WITH HER YOU CAN HURT HER OKAY !
YOU'VE CHANGED ALOT EVER SINCE JUNE HOLIDAYS WERE OVER .
DOESN'T MEAN I'M OVERSEA YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS FRIENDS OKAY !
PLEASE REFLECT .
WHAT IF YOUR GIRL TELLS YOU THAT ?
YOU HAPPY ? NO RIGHT ?
SO PLEASE LAHS ; CONSIDER THE PERSON'S FEELING BEFORE TELLING THEM LAHS .
YOU DIDN'T THINK BEFORE TALKING .
SO THINK BEFORE YOU TALK .


17o7o7
seow wasn't happy with us .
stayed back in class .
was like damn tired arhs .
then he FINALLY released us !
then was like tio daiji with HM .
freaking friends .
change attitude if want become prefect bahs .
my opinion .
went for band and sayyeng was like talking cock to me again .
thats what i fucking hate can ?!
i cried cause of it lahs .
just because you want jio JQ doesn't mean your ATTITUDE change okay !
i hate you N.S.Y .
i don't even know whether i should still regard you as my SENIOR .
felt angry okay .
LJ type of senior .

18o7o7
felt tired .
din really talk to hayati anymore after she told me about it )x
she was like fucked up during maths today .
can see through her actions .
then E.T slack 1 round :X
hees . wanted to cry but vented on chiong-ing .
then haigao gave me a note ?
blehs . he read my saved text msg .
my thoughts and all those .
yeahs , so he pass me a note replying all blah blah .
chinese lesson can say is FUN bahs .
I LOVE XULAOSHI !
then after school had hiphop .
was like .. ZZZ !
no mood to do anything .
and haigao also there so no mood to do lohs .
just aga aga do .
then was really tired !!!
went back to class and FIONA was THERE liao ! :DDfrankli took and 'played' with her guitar .
then the esmund was like twisting the thingy .
made it tighten until cannot tight anymore and was like break ?
yeah . Fiona was like angry until cry .
and i was like holding back my tears .
trying to make her smile .
i shouted at esmund .
he has been attracting my attention ..
especially during hiphop class .
i was like trying to ren lahs .
hell ! then in class he went overboard and i started shouting .
i could have shouted more de lohs !
i just don't think its worth it .
cause no reason to support mahs xD
yay ! PIGLINGS ! :DD
new name lerhs .
got new member also .
CHARMAN ! :DD
yay ! I LOVE HER !
okay lahs . I LOVE PIGLINGS ! { just the 5 of us } :DD
PIGLINGS wan sui ! xDD
hees . ZI HIGH . back to top?

o8o7o7
performance was can say is good . xD almost everyone was like taking photos -.=
then me and syg were just like sitting down ; talking ? blehs .. hahas .

o9o7o7
today ; chiong homework in the morning !
sleepy in class ; but of course didn't sleep . very guai okay ! xD
don't really know what is happening around me ..
don't know what to post ..
haiis . sorry peeps )x
daddy && grandpa quarrelled when i just finished my bath .
haiis . long story . don't wanna talk about it .

1oo7o7
JQ didn't come school today. she overslept .
hees . didn't gave her morning call xD
really tired after school today .
cried after school ; don't wanna mention about it .
kept yawning in band .
TIRED ~
hmm . danced and played at the same time during band today ?
for the band fiesta ! :DD
woohoo ~
JIONGHAN , ALFRED && NICHOLAS ~~
you guys sang well ! IDOLS !
hahas . enjoyed their singing ? yeah .
real tired . *yawns*
I LOVE SWISS WINDS~~
syg send me to bus-stop .
gave kiss . 'she' is pregnent again ! yay !
hees . its a she AGAIN .
told 'her' to be extra careful cause i don't wanna lose it again xD
hees . so cute ~! xD
I LOVE FIONAhma ! { thanks for standing up for me today . love you ! muahs ! }

11o7o7
came school with JQ .
wasn't late and was like damn heng ! xD
class was ZzZ !
science was fun. I LOVE BIOLOGY !
hees . talked about the "XX && XY" { XX ~ GIRL && XY ~ BOY }
talked about sperm thingy . egg thingy . aiya .
all i can say is that n2 are very enthu when coming to this type of subject . xD
hip hop was like ... re-doing everything ? hell .
now the moves are more difficult ? yeah .
but can say is FUN bahs .
then after that went back class and did XIZI .
hmm . jas&&danial stead kena tell until teachers there .
then teacher want tell their parents about them steading lohs .
met di in bus . was like damn coincidence . toot .
then went home / hungry . well .
i cried cause of that and i don't wanna talk about it . i guess .
hmm . got someone like me but he got stead . well . that's a FLIRT .
ain't faithful to his girl . but he said he was going to ask for break ?
blehs . din't give a damn . well ; he is now sitting in front of yanting .
and WTH ! i bet he is always gonna turn back . wtf lahs . ARGHS !
hates ~ i bet he is also gonna pester me . no wonder these few days keep blanja me .
i knew it ! got motive derhs ! hell . keep on following me around .
wherever i go he face will be there . always attracting my attention . HATES ~
I regretted forgiving him . back to top?

yesterday band was umm .. bad ? yup .

today .. was sleeping so SWEEET when i recieved my morning call from mother . asked me whether wake up ready , can go her workplace ready ; blahblahblah .. went to her workplace then work my ass off . felt giddy when i came back home .. then sleep for about 15mins ? yeah . then went to bathe then was thinking .. thinking and thinking .. tonight going bukit batok for dinner . yay ! tomorrow performance le ! yippie ! :DD can't wait . hope no one faints tomorrow . SWISSWINDS JIAYOU~! back to top?

yo .

finally man ! brought labtop out today. do lit. but cannot. hahs. no internet. sian . then nothing special i guess . can't wait for tomorrow. band ! woots ! sian. now chiong-ing art .. wtf . takecare peeps . i go do lerhs )x back to top?

ok fine . all my fault la . you din't tell me she was your daughter . and i did asked you if i could hug tim okay . you agreed . fine . my fault . i din't asked if she was your daughter . my fault . fine . back to top?

o2o7o7 ; Monday

Went out with JieQi, Fiona, Terry & haikal.
Watched transformers [:
Took neo with JQ & Fiona .
Went to Bukit Batok with Haikal.
Had dinner with family and went home.
Chiong history && nap time ! :DD

o3o7o7 ; Tuesday

Din't really enjoy school today accept after school ...
**** in class cause was fucked up and seriously couldn't take it anymore ..
band was damn FUN ! :DD
played & dance & sing ... woohoo ~! so fun ! I LOVE SWISSWINDS! :DD

o4o7o7 ; Wednesday

just had FUN during enrichment )x back to top?

felt moody after i heard that loads of ppl are gossiping about US. can't you just keep your damn mouths SHUT?! is it that DIFFICULT?! have you EVER THOUGHT about OUR FEELINGS!? would you guys liked it if we were to GOSSIP about you?! so please we would really appreciate if you guys could S.H.U.T T.H.E F.U.C.K. U.P back to top?

Saturday, 3oth June 2oo7

went for reharsal today. chew was happy with our performances today i guess.. hahas. I LOVE TODAY ! saw a star and made a wish. wishing that SWISSWINDS will always be the NCC COMMAND BAND. yeah! hahas. then was like went back to school and the teacher said that there was a pervert ? or something like that. then we were spilt into groups and went home. then was walking with syg and jionghan. hahas. jionghan has been singing "yue liang dai biao wo de xin" to me the whole day liao. and i was like ZZZ lahs! then syg gave me a kiss before i boarded the bus ? yays! hahas. second kiss from him. xD

Sunday, 1st July, 2oo7

stayed at home.. didn't want to go out today. sis cam back singapore.. tonight going ahma's house. not FIONA but my real de ahma. hahas. something wrong with the keypads. damn difficult to type.. ZZZ! tomorrow going out with fiona all. :DD cannot wait ! wee~! back to top?

Thursday, 28th June 2007
Went to school later than usual today cause was waiting for JQ. sian. she was late. waited like an ass. then went to school and was abit saddy. moody. still worried about yesterday's problem. then we sat down in the middle of the basketball court. and was like talking and saw syg going to class? blehs. didn't looked at him. then after assembly came back from hall and didn't took any notice about the present behind my bag till tim told me. then i was Zz. who would wanna give me now? then got letter, took and read was from syg? felt like so ZzZ. cause he spend money? got kitten/cat? friends said SO CUTE!!! then i was like letting them touch lohs.. then home econ. didn't bring textbook/workbook. SIAN! kena scolding. wei! first time niah. teo lohs! wtf. then was like so ZzZ. sian. boring. almost slept. then saw the recipes and was like thinking whether should i learn how to cook for family or what? then ZzZ. finally class finish and was like YAY! then went walking here and there and here and there. then took off our shoes and was talking crap in class.. hahas. then walked around. then saiful talked to me.. then 'pushed' haikal into my class then i was like trying to get out. then he went out i back in. hahas. so fun. then he go liao then we went back to talking crap. then his head popped out and i was Zz. then he say got ICT then around 5.3opm finish. then fiona say HUH? we going lot1. something like that. then he went liao. we went to LONGJOHN! woohoo~! sudden cravings for longjohn. hahas. then saw di at lot1. then went home together. really tired but forced myself to walk.. last night didn't have a GOODNIGHT sleep. haiis. cried to sleep lohs. sian. tomorrow our 1stMONTH lerhs! :DD but cannot celebrate cause he not going for band tomorrow but going to Yishun town for NCC aniversary thing )x. haiis.


Friday, 29th June 2007
yay! today is our 1st month! :DD woohoo~! came to school early with JQ today. around 6.3oam then reach mahs. then Fiona smsed say she will be late cause woke up late mahs. so we waited outside the classroom lohs. then i saw syg.. was like.. SO EARLY?! i thought he always come late de? blehs. then he go class then came and sat beside me then gave me choco for monthsery! :DD then i was like so PAISEH can?! then i was like Zz. then i move to JQ there then don't know what he went back to class. saw him ate choco. xD then went to sat in the middle of the basketball court again. then was like Zz. then BEFORE going to assembly, Fiona asked syg to go her there mahs. then i gave him the heart i made before leaving for phuket that day at the airport. xD then drew a few things. then went for assembly lohs. then recess was like DAMN EARLY today can?! 1st time lohs! :DD around 9.1oam. then syg came for his recess abit later... then he was walking towards us arhs. taking the heart i gave him this morning. 'pumping'? didn't really noticed until Fiona pointed lahs. hahas. was LOLing. SO CUTE can?! hahas. then during literature was like have to do project assignment mahs. so have to get into groups of 5. then Fiona actually wanted JQ,her,me,tim and dick. but YT wasn't planned to be in. then she also don't wanna say.. so she was like getting pekcek. then dick had to exchange with tim cause tim can say is abit better than dick. xP then exchange arhs. then Fiona was like damn pekcek lohs. i was like feeling so EXTRA... was moody. didn't talk unless important blehs. then after school was like seeing syg for the last time before he leave for YishunTown. hees. :DD then he left liao.. blehs.. today learnt new thing in band. important. have to REMEBER it by HEART. blehs.. then stayed until almost 7 in band today. then JQ say her dad fetching her for dinner. i was like DIAO lahs! then i walked to the bus-stop with syg. was drizzling, he asked if i needed the umbrella.. but nahs. i like walking in the rain. his new hair-cut. not bad. still the same face. xD hahas. then went home walking under the rain. went home bathe then went out for dinner. tomorrow reharsal. full day. until 9++ then reach home bahs. yay! hahas. :DD hee. don't need take dinner with family! xP sure gonna be tiring derhs.. but JIAYOU! SWISS WINDS can derhs! back to top?