Cold Nostalgia

Theodoros Chan.
15 June 1994

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007 @ 9:26 PM

Tuesday, 26th June 2007
today went to school. but didn't went with JieQi. she said she couldn't find her shoes. brought number3 uniform today for band photo! :DD then went to school did homework. chiong lohs! Zz. then english did my oral presentation.. well. at least i pass lahs. wasn't prepared lohs. that's why. hees. xD then maths was like ... DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL?! felt sleepy. thinking of science.. LOVE science .. hees. don't know why. found it interesting. maybe cause of MrSeow? maybe bahs. or maybe cause of topic... BIOLOGY! :DD hees. then went for class photo. felt abit empty cause JieQi didn't come school. band photo also... ))x getting a sore throat... could pitch higher notes today. happy! :DD Ms Seah scolded us for more then 15-2omins? yeah.. haiis. really don't wanna step down.. leg feeling painful. not used to wearing heels when falling in. blehs.. hurt! have to stand for 21mins? yeah. pain la can?! haiis. had sore throat also good. best is lose voice. then don't need talk! :DD wahaha! never try before. wanna try. hahas. syg abit moodless now.. don't know what to do.. don't know what to say.. haiis. so bad of me.. ))x
{ thanks syg! love the pressie! muahs! :DD }

Wednesday, 27th June 2007
came to school later than usual cause was waiting for JQ. brought meimei to school today. hahas. returned to JQ. then reached class almost everyone was there. they were like passing something around. a piece of "survey" writing for the most prettiest girl and the damn handsome guy in class. hees. results: tim and theo. hahas. was shocked i guess. didn't expect that. then found hershey choco under my desk. from esmund. thanks man! then science was FUN! maths was ****. yeah. then after school stayed in school to do homework. ate my melted choco. Syg came into class with me and i "forced" him to do homework ))x... then we did liao. suppose to watch movie but no mood. don't know why. then went to bus-stop and syg was like having a mood swing? yarhs. his friends came and we left for another bus-stop. cause was like paiseh mahs. Zz. then took bus to lot1. and felt regretted.. i don't know why.. couldn't eat much ))x. haiis. then studied science and went home. walked home and was reflecting.. no mood for everything. no mood. then did somemore revision for science. then listened to songs and reflect.. haiis. no mood ))x .. cried when i was reading the SMS. trying to reflect on what i have done. [[ i know i'm also at fault. i'm trying to change. i'm sorry. ]]
{ thanks esmund. love the choco. }

Monday, June 25, 2007 @ 8:58 PM

yay! finally started school! hahas. so happy. could see my friends! hees. clarence saved my life today. during english, i didn't do my homework. so yoong asked clarence if he should give me a chance. so clarence said give arhs. then i was like. wahs! heng arhs! then changed timetable. had assembly. sang the school's song. hahas. today PE can say is FUN bahs. hahas. the stretching. hahas :DD then i got into the enrichment i want! HIP HOP! woohoo~! i was damn happy can?! hahas :DD then stayed back in school with fiona, jieqi, yanting and syg, did holiday homework. XP just abit only lahs. then went home, bathe and of course do homework lahs. i so guai ehs! i've decided to work hard this semester le. i will try to change my laziness. blehs. admitted that i'm lazy. okok. till here. take care. muahs.

{ thanks to FIONA for the birthday gift. LOVE it! thank you loads! muahs! LOVEyou! }

Sunday, June 24, 2007 @ 5:35 PM

had a afternoon nap. ~~~ recieved his SMS.

syg scared me when he asked if he was to transfer school will i still love him. of course i will. piang. scare me until i cry. i cannot imagine him not in the same school. no matter where he is, he will always be in me.

@ 11:50 AM

reflected. i guess if i didn't admit, JH would have done more pumping. I'm really sorry JH. I really didn't mean it. slept late ; woke early. opened up my books and was like.. ZzZ. no mood to do. tomorrow morning then chiong in sku lahs. sian. really no mood le lahs. tomorrow going jurong entertainment after sku with fiona all. blehs. take neo. blehs. haiis. alot of things are happening. all happening at the same time. what is happening to this world ?

Saturday, June 23, 2007 @ 10:34 PM

today band was really tiring. well. LONG STORY. "we aren't acting like a family" thats all. cried. sian. blehs. ask me face to face then i tell you bahs. cause its a LONG STORY.

Sorry JH to make you did pumping. i really didn't mean it. SORRY.

Monday, June 04, 2007 @ 7:52 PM

yo peeps. currently at airport posting this.. haiis. 2 more hours to go.. gonna miss you guys.. SWISS WINDS, i will JIAYOU for you in thailand derhs ! SWISS WINDS ALL THE WAY~! MISSES EVERYONE. till here. takecare. muahs! :DD

{ charman ; i will never leave you derhs. don't be sad liao lahs. i can't bear to leave singapore like this derhs. promise me that you will continue smiling all the way no matter what. what chew said is just venting his anger. get it off your chest already. go for your holiday happily yarh! take care my dear! muahs! }

Sunday, June 03, 2007 @ 8:53 PM

cried after dinner when i asked mum. dad was like 火上加油 . means like adding oil to the fire. i thought he would help me but instead, he backstabbed me in the back. it was like wth. i was really sad. feeling depressed now. feel like slitting. wanting to tell them my problems. but i don't think they would give a damn but just scold me. if they really loved me, they would have let me stay in Singapore. hate my family even more now. i thought they would support me all the way. still tearing. eyes swollen. hate life because of family. i used to love life till i became P4.

mummy i know you love innes more than me. i know you love jamie more than me. i know you love yiwei more than me but all i wanted was your support. is that that difficult?

@ 5:56 PM

when i saw my mom taking out my clothes preparing for tomorrow, i started tearing.. i don't know why but the tears just started flowing out. even as i am blogging, it is still tearing. I seriously don't wanna leave Singapore. I don't want to leave Swiss Winds. I mean i am away for 3 weeks. i'm not gonna perform for my first performance and looking at the band's situation now, i don't think its the right time to leave. tears! stop flowing out lahs! STOP! STOP! STOP! cannot stop... )): argh! okay fine. want cry, cry finish lahs. takecares.

@ 12:23 PM

yo peeps. haiis. i think i'm gonna fall out with mama today or tomorrow. gonna tell her that i'm not going to thailand. )X thinking of how to tell her. really don't wish to leave band now. looking at the situation, i don't think its the right time. our performance is also coming up lerhs. i seriously don't think its the right time now. i just hope she would understand how i feel and let me stay in Singapore. if she's not gonna let me stay, might be running away from home. wondering how am i gonna tell her. headache about this liao. )X haiis. HELP lahs. confuse liao. want to run away from home till tomorrow night where they left for Phuket lahs. ARGHS! wth. i think i will ask her tomorrow lahs. tonight later quarrel sure even more die derhs. so i think i ask her tomorrow or maybe if we are taking dinner outside then i can ask! yeah. so its either tonight or tomorrow. )X

Saturday, June 02, 2007 @ 9:55 PM

yo peeps. went to band today, got a lecture lohs. can say it lasted the band practise bahs. lost my ez-link card and was like wth. eyes were swollen after afternoon nap today. don't know why. this scolding reminds me of the day where HKPS got our COP. seriously. i don't want to see swiss winds fall just when i came in. i promise to bring back gold with honours. we will work hard for it. SWISS WINDS ALL THE WAY~!

Friday, June 01, 2007 @ 6:48 PM

yo peeps! i finally got my cornet! yay! difficult to pitch can?! i rather use the trumpet back then the cornet le lahs. XD okayokay. i admit i like the cornet cause light and shiny. XD but the trumpet easier to pitch! then play until like hmm.. teeth gonna drop out? pain can?! yerr. tomorrow's the last day i'm gonna be in band. )X gonna miss band. and i mean MISS lohs. missing it the whole lot! want take pics before i leave. i mean with seniors! [:
misses le lahs. take care my dears! muahs! gonna miss kissing you guys! [:

affiliates Amalina Celestine Chuang Charman Daniel Ong Darren Tan Eddile Liang Esther Fiona Thor Fionne 妹 Gary Wong Jenny (AES) Jessica Ho Nisa Nurul Hudah Reuben RuiXiong Rhiannon Serena WeiJie YuZhen
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 @ 9:26 PM Tuesday, 26th June 2007 today went to school. but didn't went with JieQi. she said she couldn't find her shoes. brought number3 uniform today for band photo! :DD then went to school did homework. chiong lohs! Zz. then english did my oral presentation.. well. at least i pass lahs. wasn't prepared lohs. that's why. hees. xD then maths was like ... DON'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL?! felt sleepy. thinking of science.. LOVE science .. hees. don't know why. found it interesting. maybe cause of MrSeow? maybe bahs. or maybe cause of topic... BIOLOGY! :DD hees. then went for class photo. felt abit empty cause JieQi didn't come school. band photo also... ))x getting a sore throat... could pitch higher notes today. happy! :DD Ms Seah scolded us for more then 15-2omins? yeah.. haiis. really don't wanna step down.. leg feeling painful. not used to wearing heels when falling in. blehs.. hurt! have to stand for 21mins? yeah. pain la can?! haiis. had sore throat also good. best is lose voice. then don't need talk! :DD wahaha! never try before. wanna try. hahas. syg abit moodless now.. don't know what to do.. don't know what to say.. haiis. so bad of me.. ))x { thanks syg! love the pressie! muahs! :DD } Wednesday, 27th June 2007 came to school later than usual cause was waiting for JQ. brought meimei to school today. hahas. returned to JQ. then reached class almost everyone was there. they were like passing something around. a piece of "survey" writing for the most prettiest girl and the damn handsome guy in class. hees. results: tim and theo. hahas. was shocked i guess. didn't expect that. then found hershey choco under my desk. from esmund. thanks man! then science was FUN! maths was ****. yeah. then after school stayed in school to do homework. ate my melted choco. Syg came into class with me and i "forced" him to do homework ))x... then we did liao. suppose to watch movie but no mood. don't know why. then went to bus-stop and syg was like having a mood swing? yarhs. his friends came and we left for another bus-stop. cause was like paiseh mahs. Zz. then took bus to lot1. and felt regretted.. i don't know why.. couldn't eat much ))x. haiis. then studied science and went home. walked home and was reflecting.. no mood for everything. no mood. then did somemore revision for science. then listened to songs and reflect.. haiis. no mood ))x .. cried when i was reading the SMS. trying to reflect on what i have done. [[ i know i'm also at fault. i'm trying to change. i'm sorry. ]] { thanks esmund. love the choco. } back to top?
Monday, June 25, 2007 @ 8:58 PM yay! finally started school! hahas. so happy. could see my friends! hees. clarence saved my life today. during english, i didn't do my homework. so yoong asked clarence if he should give me a chance. so clarence said give arhs. then i was like. wahs! heng arhs! then changed timetable. had assembly. sang the school's song. hahas. today PE can say is FUN bahs. hahas. the stretching. hahas :DD then i got into the enrichment i want! HIP HOP! woohoo~! i was damn happy can?! hahas :DD then stayed back in school with fiona, jieqi, yanting and syg, did holiday homework. XP just abit only lahs. then went home, bathe and of course do homework lahs. i so guai ehs! i've decided to work hard this semester le. i will try to change my laziness. blehs. admitted that i'm lazy. okok. till here. take care. muahs. { thanks to FIONA for the birthday gift. LOVE it! thank you loads! muahs! LOVEyou! } back to top?
Sunday, June 24, 2007 @ 5:35 PM had a afternoon nap. ~~~ recieved his SMS. syg scared me when he asked if he was to transfer school will i still love him. of course i will. piang. scare me until i cry. i cannot imagine him not in the same school. no matter where he is, he will always be in me. back to top?
@ 11:50 AM reflected. i guess if i didn't admit, JH would have done more pumping. I'm really sorry JH. I really didn't mean it. slept late ; woke early. opened up my books and was like.. ZzZ. no mood to do. tomorrow morning then chiong in sku lahs. sian. really no mood le lahs. tomorrow going jurong entertainment after sku with fiona all. blehs. take neo. blehs. haiis. alot of things are happening. all happening at the same time. what is happening to this world ? back to top?
Saturday, June 23, 2007 @ 10:34 PM today band was really tiring. well. LONG STORY. "we aren't acting like a family" thats all. cried. sian. blehs. ask me face to face then i tell you bahs. cause its a LONG STORY. Sorry JH to make you did pumping. i really didn't mean it. SORRY. back to top?
Monday, June 04, 2007 @ 7:52 PM yo peeps. currently at airport posting this.. haiis. 2 more hours to go.. gonna miss you guys.. SWISS WINDS, i will JIAYOU for you in thailand derhs ! SWISS WINDS ALL THE WAY~! MISSES EVERYONE. till here. takecare. muahs! :DD { charman ; i will never leave you derhs. don't be sad liao lahs. i can't bear to leave singapore like this derhs. promise me that you will continue smiling all the way no matter what. what chew said is just venting his anger. get it off your chest already. go for your holiday happily yarh! take care my dear! muahs! } back to top?
Sunday, June 03, 2007 @ 8:53 PM cried after dinner when i asked mum. dad was like 火上加油 . means like adding oil to the fire. i thought he would help me but instead, he backstabbed me in the back. it was like wth. i was really sad. feeling depressed now. feel like slitting. wanting to tell them my problems. but i don't think they would give a damn but just scold me. if they really loved me, they would have let me stay in Singapore. hate my family even more now. i thought they would support me all the way. still tearing. eyes swollen. hate life because of family. i used to love life till i became P4. mummy i know you love innes more than me. i know you love jamie more than me. i know you love yiwei more than me but all i wanted was your support. is that that difficult? back to top?
@ 5:56 PM when i saw my mom taking out my clothes preparing for tomorrow, i started tearing.. i don't know why but the tears just started flowing out. even as i am blogging, it is still tearing. I seriously don't wanna leave Singapore. I don't want to leave Swiss Winds. I mean i am away for 3 weeks. i'm not gonna perform for my first performance and looking at the band's situation now, i don't think its the right time to leave. tears! stop flowing out lahs! STOP! STOP! STOP! cannot stop... )): argh! okay fine. want cry, cry finish lahs. takecares. back to top?
@ 12:23 PM yo peeps. haiis. i think i'm gonna fall out with mama today or tomorrow. gonna tell her that i'm not going to thailand. )X thinking of how to tell her. really don't wish to leave band now. looking at the situation, i don't think its the right time. our performance is also coming up lerhs. i seriously don't think its the right time now. i just hope she would understand how i feel and let me stay in Singapore. if she's not gonna let me stay, might be running away from home. wondering how am i gonna tell her. headache about this liao. )X haiis. HELP lahs. confuse liao. want to run away from home till tomorrow night where they left for Phuket lahs. ARGHS! wth. i think i will ask her tomorrow lahs. tonight later quarrel sure even more die derhs. so i think i ask her tomorrow or maybe if we are taking dinner outside then i can ask! yeah. so its either tonight or tomorrow. )X back to top?
Saturday, June 02, 2007 @ 9:55 PM yo peeps. went to band today, got a lecture lohs. can say it lasted the band practise bahs. lost my ez-link card and was like wth. eyes were swollen after afternoon nap today. don't know why. this scolding reminds me of the day where HKPS got our COP. seriously. i don't want to see swiss winds fall just when i came in. i promise to bring back gold with honours. we will work hard for it. SWISS WINDS ALL THE WAY~! back to top?
Friday, June 01, 2007 @ 6:48 PM yo peeps! i finally got my cornet! yay! difficult to pitch can?! i rather use the trumpet back then the cornet le lahs. XD okayokay. i admit i like the cornet cause light and shiny. XD but the trumpet easier to pitch! then play until like hmm.. teeth gonna drop out? pain can?! yerr. tomorrow's the last day i'm gonna be in band. )X gonna miss band. and i mean MISS lohs. missing it the whole lot! want take pics before i leave. i mean with seniors! [: misses le lahs. take care my dears! muahs! gonna miss kissing you guys! [: back to top?