Cold Nostalgia

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 @ 7:56 PM

12o7o7
today ; with the new seating arrangement was like damn sucky lohs .
cannot talk to FIONA !
waaaa ~
that ASSmund was like looking back most of the time ?
trying to attract my attention by using a penknife ?
NO WAY ! i don't need you to attract my attention neither do i need your love .
i really regretted forgiving you . you're NEVER gonna learn your lesson .
always PISSING ME OFF . fuck off my life . i mean it .
mrseow was like angry after science lesson and asked us to stay back ?
i don't know why he angry lahs ; or maybe most of n2s .
went for home econ . cooked sausage in bread ; crispy !
yummy ! smell nice also lohs ! i cook derhs . TszLok was like just washing ?
i don't mind ; I LOVE COOKING ! :DD
then went back to class and mrseow was like waiting for us ?
he asked us to put down our things and stand outside in 2 straight rows .
kaos . i was standing damn still lohs !
the girls skirt were like flying ? up && down ; up && down .
then could say is standing for 15-2o mins bahs . don't know . didn't count . or maybe longer .
cause have to wait for msnorli de class also mahs .
sian ! then FIONA, JQ && YT were like trying each other's cooking .
hahas . not bad lahs . JQ is good . FIONA is abit hard while YT is okok lohs .
Mine don't know lahs . let JQ/FIONA/YT/HAIKAL to taste .
so ask them lohs xD went to Haikal's class and was like saw MYNAME all over his desk !?
i was like wtf .
was like damn sian lahs . Sayyeng LOVE JQ ? ZZZ !
saw danial&&jas " make love "
hahas . humji kia ! xP oklahs . daring enough liao .
do outside 1n2 . NO ! they shouldn't do it !
TOO YOUNG ! xDD ok lahs .
but they like do in school not paisehs .
damn daring . i admire them xDD
hees . i'm not that daring lahs .
NOT humji ! cause still YOUNG . understand ?
um . good xDD

14o7o7
went for breakfast in the morning with JQ .
then were like taking bus to school and JQ 'seduced' a guy?
no lahs ; her friend lahs xDD
then went to band room and sat down for awhile .
after that went to report for CIP .
sian~! everyone was like listening to songs / SMS-ing .
cool man ! xDD hahs .
my 'student leader' was Azmi .
well ; he let us 'slack' . hees :DDI LOVE HIM ! xDD
love as in that love not that love . understand ?
then 1o.3oam lerhs ! Charman && JQ was like calling me and asking where to meet to go sku together .
hahas . rushed to band room and heard them playing : latin favourites .
yay ! my favourite ! :DD
then was like standing like hell ! arghs !
leg damn pain .. went numb !
not walking much now .
after band waited for fiona && yanting at bus-stop .
umm . went longjohn for lunch .
umm . went home after that ?
was walking home with him .
got home and nobody was home . wtf .
just jumped on the sofa and fell asleep .
phone keep on vibrating ; SMS .
have to reply . ZZ !
was enjoying my nap then was awaken lohs .
not taking dinner tonight .
legs still feeling numb .
have to write about me for the prefect thingy .
blehs . was chosen . thinking if i should become one .
thinking of what to write .
thinking if i'm fit to be one .
well , i don't know . maybe not .
eyes red red derhs ..
waaaa ! very tired ! feeling dizzy now ..
eyes just wanna close ..
sleeping damn early tonight .

15o7o7
went out early in the morning to meet JQ .
brought her to swing :DD
then played until 1o++
tired . drained energy .
went to mac for breakfast~lunch .
first time i saw haikal laugh like **** !
its censored . sorry . don't get the wrong idea .
took bus to school .
reharsed and took bus there .
hmm . was sitting with Justin .
he like childish childish bahs .
keep on tickling me .
then to keep his mind away i made him sing song xDD
reached there set up instrument and tune .
we reharsed on the stage and rest .
around 5pm ; the show started .
i just wanna say , SWISSWINDS did well .
SWISSWINDS gonna rock the hall haa ~
and we rocked the hall .
after our performance it started drizzling then BOOM !
started raining :DD
saw haigao crying and was like what happen .
this i'm not gonna say .
we are civilised people .
we don't use dirty tricks .
i lend him my shoulder to cry don't want .
fine . then i lend others who need it more lohs .
then was like getting a bloody scolding from mum .
blehs . haigao send me to my blk then byebye .
then i walked SLOWLY to the coffeeshop .
sian ! mum/dad was like nagging when i sat down till i left .
mum said she will write a letter of quitting band .
I WILL NEVER QUIT BAND NO MATTER HOW YOU FORCE ME ;
I LOVE BAND MORE THAN YOU .
CAUSE BEING IN BAND MAKES ME FEEL BETTER THAN BEING WITH THIS "FAMILY"
SWISS WINDS IS A BETTER FAMILY THEN THIS FAMILY .

16o7o7
today reached school around 6.2oam .
real tired cause of yesterday .
was happy and she ruined my day .
ain't gonna talk about it .
P.E was fun .
played basketball .
just touched the ball thrice xDD
then the rest just cheering for friends i guess .
after school went to lot1 .
haigao wanted to cry but he just won't .
blehs . offered my shoulder he still don't want .
fine . humpf !
went home with my bag damn heavy .
got home earlier then mum .
and was like HENG arhs .
cried when she told me about him .
i don't know lahs .
also not me .
i think is because i sensitive whom i know crying bahs .
they cry ; i cry .
has been crying these few days )x
eyes very tired of crying liao .
but still got alot of things haven't cry out .
slowly bahs huh .
**** lost $4 .
aiyo, why n2 de money always lost derhs ?
if no-one is gonna own up , seow is gonna make the whole class stay back everyday .
{ c'mon man, if you're from n2 and has have the guts to steal, own up lahs . }
{ if you're not in n2 , why do you have to steal from our class ? why us ?
not others ? }
HOW COULD YOU MAKE HER CRY ?
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THIS ?
HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED HER FEELINGS ?
DOESN'T MEAN YOU STEAD WITH HER YOU CAN HURT HER OKAY !
YOU'VE CHANGED ALOT EVER SINCE JUNE HOLIDAYS WERE OVER .
DOESN'T MEAN I'M OVERSEA YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS FRIENDS OKAY !
PLEASE REFLECT .
WHAT IF YOUR GIRL TELLS YOU THAT ?
YOU HAPPY ? NO RIGHT ?
SO PLEASE LAHS ; CONSIDER THE PERSON'S FEELING BEFORE TELLING THEM LAHS .
YOU DIDN'T THINK BEFORE TALKING .
SO THINK BEFORE YOU TALK .

17o7o7
seow wasn't happy with us .
stayed back in class .
was like damn tired arhs .
then he FINALLY released us !
then was like tio daiji with HM .
freaking friends .
change attitude if want become prefect bahs .
my opinion .
went for band and sayyeng was like talking cock to me again .
thats what i fucking hate can ?!
i cried cause of it lahs .
just because you want jio JQ doesn't mean your ATTITUDE change okay !
i hate you N.S.Y .
i don't even know whether i should still regard you as my SENIOR .
felt angry okay .
LJ type of senior .

18o7o7
felt tired .
din really talk to hayati anymore after she told me about it )x
she was like fucked up during maths today .
can see through her actions .
then E.T slack 1 round :X
hees . wanted to cry but vented on chiong-ing .
then haigao gave me a note ?
blehs . he read my saved text msg .
my thoughts and all those .
yeahs , so he pass me a note replying all blah blah .
chinese lesson can say is FUN bahs .
I LOVE XULAOSHI !
then after school had hiphop .
was like .. ZZZ !
no mood to do anything .
and haigao also there so no mood to do lohs .
just aga aga do .
then was really tired !!!
went back to class and FIONA was THERE liao ! :DDfrankli took and 'played' with her guitar .
then the esmund was like twisting the thingy .
made it tighten until cannot tight anymore and was like break ?
yeah . Fiona was like angry until cry .
and i was like holding back my tears .
trying to make her smile .
i shouted at esmund .
he has been attracting my attention ..
especially during hiphop class .
i was like trying to ren lahs .
hell ! then in class he went overboard and i started shouting .
i could have shouted more de lohs !
i just don't think its worth it .
cause no reason to support mahs xD
yay ! PIGLINGS ! :DD
new name lerhs .
got new member also .
CHARMAN ! :DD
yay ! I LOVE HER !
okay lahs . I LOVE PIGLINGS ! { just the 5 of us } :DD
PIGLINGS wan sui ! xDD
hees . ZI HIGH .