Theodoros Chan.
15 June 1994


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TCSFY♥

okays.
soo, i'm hurt even more.
since she said cornets*** urhs there..
well,
after remembrance day,
they came and played with Meanne.
what about you?
You stayed at home and used com?
if you did came, you wouldn't have said that luhs.
and cornets aren't <*3.
if you think so, goo find your triangle uhs.
Percussion. go uhs.
you can't.
why? cause you just don't realize that somewhere in your heart,
cornets are <3.
understand?
now that Meanne has left me,
i'm just left with my dear Cornets okay.
do you know how painful it is to lose someone dear to you?
it hurts a lot.
and once its gone, its gone.
soo, i don't wanna lose my dear Cornets okay.
gonna go to school and buy things soon.
then going to WestMall after that for lunch. back to top?

okays.
soo, i'm hurt even more.
since she said cornetswell,
after remembrance day,
they came and played with Meanne.
what about you?
You stayed at home and used com?
if you did came, you wouldn't have said that luhs.
and cornets aren't if you think so, goo find your triangle uhs.
Percussion. go uhs.
you can't.
why? cause you just don't realize that somewhere in your heart,
cornets are <3.
understand?
now that Meanne has left me,
i'm just left with my dear Cornets okay.
do you know how painful it is to lose someone dear to you?
it hurts a lot.
and once its gone, its gone.
soo, i don't wanna lose my dear Cornets okay.
gonna go to school and buy things soon.
then going to WestMall after that for lunch. back to top?

hey people!:D
band on the 28th.
and band on the 29th.
after band, went home.
saw Meanne couldn't walk.
founded out dad use cane to beat her back legs.
FISHES.
then went out with a piss, hurt feeling inside me and met sister for dinner cause she's going back Phuket the next day which is today. Yes.
and recieved a call from AhMa that Meanne passed away.
i got a feeling that she's gonna die soon,
and i wanna be there when she dies. but i wasn't..
her body isn't here anymore.
cremanted. okay.
soo, i cried.
the whole night?
cried to sleep.
Yes. my very first time.
next day woke up with small little eyes.
and i cried in the morning.
went to send sister and Innes to the airport today.
my very first time at the SoupRestaurant in the airport.
wasn't full luhs!
then send them ready, ate burgerking.
took MRT back home.
gonna cut hair tomorrow.
and buying schoolskirt and blahblahs tomorrow.
(Meanie's name was changed to Meanne just today)

now Meanne has left me,
i'm just left with my deardear Cornets<3 back to top?

heyhey people!
have some prefect thingy tomorrow at 1pm.
gonna clash if break's time over.
if its around break time i could still make it(:
and i've got something to confess.
i've watched Alvin and the Chipmunks!<3
hoorays to mee!:D
hehs.
slacked today.
din went for bhajan.
wrapped presents already(:
and i lovee Theodore!(my brother)xD
he gave me a Spongebob Wallet for Christmas!:D
hmm. he went to lot to buy for me just today,
since i told him i wanted that on the 24(:
sometimes, i dislike you, i love you(:
soo, don't piss me and you'll get the love you want!:D
will be meeting seniors for breakfast!
tomorrow i mean.
i've been thinking.
why do some people hate me that much?
and yes.
i've given up.
fallen dead.
but yeah.
learnt to pick myself up.
and yes.
inspirational quotes.
sometimes,
i don't know why my name is written in some of your hearts.
i seriously have no idea how i did that.
and i wanna know how.
falling dead is easy.
but it just hurts the people around you?
yes.
not being dead is not easy.
you'll keep asking yourself why does people hate you.
and soon, you give up and just breakdown.
soo, falling dead and being dead is not a choice.
whether friends are supporting you all the way or what.
yes. without friends supporting you really feels miserable.
even without your family supporting you just add fuel to the fire.
yes. soo, i brokedown.
hais):
mummy, why do you always not smile at me?
why are you always showing me a unhappy look at me?
yes. and soon,
breakingdown is another option.. back to top?

hey PEOPLE!:D
i'm back from overnight staying!
no lahs.
came back like yesterday? but was tired :x
so yeah, we camwhored!:D
okay,, so thats the only photo i got from Kavis? xD
first night dinner was BBQ!<3
wasn't full :x
then we were like counting down for Christmas!:D
and yeah:D
there were hugs and handshakes(:
and the adults were drinking!
not surprisingly, they're drunk.
Yes. DRUNK.
faces were red, reddy eyes(x
so yeah.
started calling and sms-ing people; MERRY CHRISTMAS!:D
slept around 3.30am++
woke up around 11am?
then bathe and meet Fiona, Jqi for Christmas Celebration with MehMehERZI!<3
well, read FIONA's BLOG for more details!xD
lazy to elaborate):
sorry!)x
cause i'm like soo tired?):
went to prefect thingy today.
hmm. founded things.
thanks for telling me yahs!:D
those are what i call true friends!<3
reached home. tireed~
had dinner(:
yeah. gonna be wrapping presents tomorrow!:D
andand going out at night! lols(x
so yeah. takecares(: back to top?

background!xD

Jeremy&Andy(=

Hosin&HuiQi<3

Lynette!:D

YANTING!:D



hey peeps.
going off to Fionn's house for a stayover!:D
and you know, COUNTDOWN FOR CHRISTMAS!:DD
yeah.
next day going to town with erzi and people for christmas!:D
yahs. so i'll be doing my reflections and sending to TAYKAILING(Jacob's woman xD)!
takecare peeps(: back to top?

JIAHER!:D

Lion & Dinosaur!<3

MRT Cabin(:

We Are Heroes!:D


afternoon people!:D
watched EvanAlmight and NightAtTheMuseum today(:
okay.
after watching EvanAlmight,
i suddenly thought about Jesus?
and i recieved a mail from HuiQi about Jesus?
okays..
still a freethinker though(:
and its raining with the sunny sun!:D
RAIN+SUN=RAINBOW!:D
thinking of changing blogskin and song.
yeah.
mummy and daddy went out.
ahma came back from work(:
so there's just ahma, yiwei, meanie and i!:D
wahahs! (lols. fancy getting high cause of this)
hmm.
nothing much else i guess.
B went to buy his school shoes today.
eyes are tired.
might be having a nap after this(:
and i'm like soo looking forward to the re-opening of school!:D back to top?

HORNEYY CORNETS:D

HORNEYY COWS!:D

SayYeng; YAMSENG!xD

Jeremy&Andy!:D

Alex,Jiaher&Jeremy!:D


hey people.
there's band TODAY!:D
and prefects were on duty(x
surprisingly, i'm not!:D
went for band.
SayYeng, JIAYOU!:D
Jeremy is like soo funny?
Saiful and Junhao is like soo horny?
Saiful is like playing with my keychain Patrick.
its like Patrick is having stoke luhs:D
LOLS!
and Saiful was editing photos of people's faces?
that was super funny luhs!
then they speak about what electronic bra lahs~
will heatup then boil or what lahs~
LOLS.
and HuiQi got new scandal!xD
Edwin, on the other hand, also has a new scandal!xD
anyway, i enjoyed band practice today.
i enjoyed playing B.S, enjoyed crapping with seniors:D
went home.
B cried today and i lend him my shoulders!:D
won't tell you the reason!xD
wahahs!:D
then bathe, eat, blehs~
same old story.
hais. no band tomorrow.
OFF-DAY! back to top?

hey people!
i'm currently hip-cupping!:D
lols.
yeah. and i got MJ's MSN(:
B fell down inside the toilet today.
slipped and fell and knocked his head):
he's gong xD
hais.
then slack at home?
ROAR. hais.
band tomorrow<3
i'm like soo dumb to sms people about band tomorrow cause of KaiLing's msg?
Lols(x
haven't iron uniform(x
i'm like soo excited for band tomorrow?
hehs:D back to top?

hey peeps!
and here are the band photos!
there's loadsloadsloads!
so, some are ramdom okays?
shall upload the rest slowly alright?
takecares!:D back to top?

hey peeps.
13-15december; Band Camp.
after Band Camp, max impact de peeps have to perform at PlazaSingapura
for 'Celebrate Christmas'


16december; Theodore's birthday!


17december; wrapped Saiful's presents!:D andand wrote notes for him luhs!:DD


18december; Jiaher's birthday!:DD CORNET section's deardear SEX LEADER(sect. leader)!xD BandDinner!:DD exchanged presents!:D took photos!:D and i got HUGS!:D gonna upload photos asap okays! photos not with me, with them(: & we celebrated Jiaher's birthday with a cake from Xueer!:D and we yamseng before we left and close the band dinner luhs. PEOPLE, BREATH IMPULSE!:D and we're all like cheating? cause keep on breathing xD lols. and Andy went octave up? lols. and people were having sore throats after the yamseng! not me of course!:D walked with Saiful and B home. FUN!:D got home 12am(:


19december; Shihan's birthday!:D
sore eyes in the morning? ROAR! combo band performing today at heeren3.30pm and jp6.30pm. do give your support to them yahs!:D

(people with band photos send me through hotmail! theo02-@hotmail.com thanks!:D) back to top?

i'm back from camp people!:D
not gonna post about camp today.
soon okays?
cause haven't summerise it yetxD
i've got a keychain patrick from JIEQI HO!:DD
and a bigbig huggable patrick from JAMIE LEE!:DD
yays! CHRISTMAS PRESENT! <33
i love my patricks lahs~ :DD


theo isn't back yet.
this theo isn't gonna make theo come back.
had i know band camp is gonna end up this way,
i wouldn't have come.
and hating me is enough:D
hating others is too much!:@


deardearcharman, thankyou for being there during bandcamp.
and speedyrecovery for that sprained leg. back to top?

blehs~
got my homework le(:
gonna bring Meanie to clinic today; 8pm.
i'm gonna miss my deardearHER):
she's been quietly lately.
tried playing with her.
she's like halfdead)x
if anything's gonna happen to her, its all my fault now.
brought B for lunch. he had 2 burgers:O
then went home. gonna do homework(:
bring Meanie to clinic after dinner.
i don't know what's gonna happen during the camp.
its that if anything's wrong with Meanie,
everything will be affected.
and i know, Theo is gone for now.. back to top?

hey peeps.
i'm back like what i said(:
i helped Innes poop..
as in bring him to the toilet, say 'PUSH' and clean his butt xD
yeah~
my very first experience(:
a good aunt!:D
a YOUNG one!:D
helped Innes built train track!:D
TIRING~
watched ratatouille(:
gonna burn the midnight oil tonight with B.
alright. i shall post what's happening tomorrow alright?
takecares[; back to top?

yesterday,
met B, Jqi and Charman for breakfast.
Thanks to Jqi my foot doesn't hurt anymore!:D
all because of those small shoes of mine are hurting my dearpinkies!):
then we went to school.
din practice and went to HQ.
we set up instruments and practiced?
was drizzling/raining like almost the whole day?(:
then we were playing songs for the people to settle down at the performance area.
before we started playing, we were slacking around mahs..
then i looked at a angmoh, then he looked at me, then he smile, then i smile, then the people he was talking to also looked at me. i was like soo paiseh lahs:O
then when we started playing, the angmoh was like waving to me, trying to catch my attention and making me laugh? Lols.
then was a slight drizzle so we went to the parade and form up.
Derry took the parade!:D
then we marchmarchmarch, played songs under the drizzle(:
then our band performance, singsingsing.
was fun luhs. especially when Roy came out and derry pretended to scold him.
Roy is CUTEE:D
then we went back. the ceremonial band had to go for performance i think..
so the rest were like slacking?
playing games(x
combo! and i finally get to see Saiful sing!:D
giving him support(:
the combo had the bus to themselves! envies)x
got home around 11pm. tireed~
I GOT PINCHED BY HAFIY! ROAR!
i'm gonna get my revenge afiy! you wait..


TODAY;
woke up 12pm.
bathe and did housework!:D
hardworking sehs xD
tomorrow de tomorrow band camp liaos.
yays!:D
met B for lunch today..
he's going out with his uncle to play badminton, swimming, bowling..
wth?! making me jealous luhs)x
might be going on the 17th to buy clothes!:D
having dinner at home tonight(:
sleepy~
tireed~
shall post again tonight okays?:D

TAGBOARD;
Huiqi; yeah!:D
ShinChieh; ahas! zhidaojiuhao!:D
Charman; i din say you have anything between you and him mahs~
and it did happened in my life. so i shall post it(:
Fiona; tag replied(:
Fionn; band camp is tomorrow de tomorrow. of course is band:D
WeiHao; hehs. tag replied:D
Afiy; blehs~ its okay. Theo is nice(: but i'll still have my revenge! wahahas!xD



its YOUR birthday tomorrow AIKSOON!:D back to top?

i just remembered and wrote whatever i remember the last few days okays?


1stday of camp;
amazing race.
starting and ending point was at the victoria concert hall.
my group's name was ATOB(: it stands for Always Trying Our Best! blehs~
my team members are Khairul(the only guy), Aisyah, Me!, JiaHer, ShinChieh, Carina and YeeJeng(: Cute! Our teacher was MsChew!:D the amazing race lasted half a day.. walked under the rain, went to ROM, cemetery. And my first time getting splashed by a car along the roadside! was soo cool luhs!:D Even though the team were exhausted, we still cheered each other and keep the team spirit up!:D Bathed, dinner, sleep!:D
There's a cheer for eating alright! It goes like this:
"Hungry,hungry,*clap,clap*,very,very,*clap,clap*, hungry,very,*clap,clap*,very hungry,*clap,clap*, ji-ke-la-ka pia pia, ji-ke-la-ka pia pia, JIA!" Hungry Cheer!:D
Okay, the time for the sleep was like soo little to me? I was sleepy.. then went for bed(:


2nd day of camp;
Ruby was woken up by some mummerings by ShinChieh talking on the phone to you know who.. I woke up at 6.59am and smsed B. Tired luhs! SLEEPY! we had breakfast. The main thing for today were the water games and the performance for the sec4s. We played the water games under the rain? Lols. And ShinChieh, you owe me 3 kuenobuenos!:D wahahas! Then the performance for the sec4s were good. Fun! we played double whacko then BEDTIME!:D


3rd day of camp;
The LAST day! OMG! Lols. woke up at 6.30am luhs! Its like so early?! I seriously have got not enough sleep ahhs! Arghs! was pissed the whole day?! cause was like soo tired and pissed? we did some things, got our certificate of participation and break camp!:D successfully survived camp for 3days 2nights! Proud of it!(: I was ike soo looking forward to going band and you guys just disappoint me like that? that made me more pissed luhs! arghs:@! i was like so bad to everyone)x sorry. you guys were like soo? do we look like we care? or does it concern us? stayed till band finished and got home, eat, bathe and sleep.

Reflection for Camp;
Overall i did bond and know more prefects uhs. Okay.. still trying to memorise you people's names xD sorry if i forget yahs(x


08/12/07
not enough sleep!:@ met B in the morning.. met charman for breakfast/lunch. Yiwei joined us since he's also having macdonalds' for lunch. talked, eat. went for band. wasn't late(: paid for band dinner. Reharsed then got ready to board the bus and leave. Shihan and i were like singing 'the titanic song' all the while we went there luhs. Fun? xD then performance. it started raining before we even finished playing the last 2songs luhs.. so we ended the performance with the NCC song(: MrChew commented out sound was good even when he was conducting or talking to his friend at the other side while the SCs were conducting. its just that the moon represents my heart was abit off here and there but overall was GOOD!:D then on our way back, we were like soo horny? speaking things we're still young to do? Lols. went to pizzahut for dinner! Junhao blanja luhs! Yeah~ Jeremy ate 9 and 1/4 slices of pizza, 2 bowls of soup and a cup of coke. thats alot!:O i was the first to burp there xD then we went home. meet Nicholas, the one from ACS. handsome.. he waited for Charmann. Thats sweet(: he's a good choice nuer! go for it!:D Got home, changed, did some work and went to bed! soo tired luhs!)x


09/12/07
woke up. had a nightmare)x was raining. bathe, watched spongebob!:D Innes came back, CHAOS and HAVOC(x was pissed today as well. i don't know why. i'm pissed like everyday? arghs:@ got a crumpler sling bag from Eddie korkor(: Yays! that cheered me up today:D was raining today? yeah~ cold(: i have been sleeping and daydreaming. performance tomorrow. uniform is ready but which side is to put the badges? or cannot put? Lols. Complicating(x back to top?

Hey people!
i'm back from camp!
wahahas~
performance tomorrow,
shall post the camp thingys the day after tomorrow..
cause tomorrow performance is till night..
yahs. SORRY! )x



TAGBOARD;
Edwin; Hehs. thanks!:D
Huiqi; I will(:
Sabrina; Linked!:D
B; thanks dear!<3
Tim; thanks dear!:D
XiaoHao; you're linked:D and stop spamming!:@
XiaoQi; you are? will tag you after you tell me what's your name okays? sorry!)x back to top?

SwissCornetists(:
041207; TheCOWS back to top?

031207
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Section Outing tomorrow! :D
Had dinner.
but my butt still hurts)x
Arghs. Roar!
Heroes showing tonight.
Thank goodness B reminded me(:
If not would have totally forgotten about it luhs..
Cried for don't know what reason before heroes was shown.
then watched heroes(:
sleepy sleep! :D
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041207
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met B in the morning.
Then went to buy presents!
Wahaha! Shall not elaborate more as its CONFIDENTIAL
and we met ELMO! :DD
Then met B again after shopping at _______ [CONFIDENTIAL]
felt giddy on the way home)x
AND i'm wrapping HIS presents! :D
not B's but someone closer to me other than B.
hehs(x cutee!
then B sent me home and he went to meet Saiful all for dinner!
and i'm like soo tired?
Prefect Camp tomorrow..
have not pack bag yet! :x
will not be posting for the next 3days alright? SORRY PEEPS!
B is not himself today..
As in not cheerful de him..
Worried. Hais)x
Din tell him, if not later he defitenitly will ask me not to worry de,
so i worry in SILENT(:
Takecare of yourself people! :D
i'm gonna miss you guys!


Saiful, help me take special care of Haikal while i'm away for the 3days can? Thankyou! :D back to top?

went for wedding dinner last night.
Had 10 course meal.
Weehoo(:
Met my indirect relatives.
My deardear tangdi and tangmei <3
Hehs.
Their so cute!
Woah! They really have a big appetite. Hehs xD
And i saw a young guy who looks like Jacob. Lols.
Age gap is like so big?
And their wedding gift is a bride and groom keychain! :D
Cuteee~
Felt soo cold as the aircon was like just on my right hand side?
And i carried a baby which was like soo light? Cuteee!
Then took photo with the bride and groom(:
reached home around 11:45pm, slept at 12am(:
next sunday still have wedding dinner de! :D

031207
met B, did homework(:
had breakfast/lunch at macdonalds(x
and i fell down! ROAR~
my butt hurts luhs!
now posting uhs.
MISSING CHUANGCHARMAN! )x
are you back yet Charman? back to top?

hais.
tired.sleepy.sick.
damn. and she said i'm having mentalic problems?
and i'm not in the mood for anything.
i know i'm gonna breakdown soon.
very soon. back to top?

blehs~
woke up this morning.
bathe&ate breakfast(:
Going for wedding dinner tonight:D
Yeah~
B is now performing and he's having a headache. Kecian.
takecare my dear(:
all the best:D
last night, wahahah!
B sang more than words over the phone(:
yays! :D FINALLY!
will be watching Spongebob le alright?
takecares(: back to top?

Ehks, took afternoon nap.
Whatever unhappy thing happened, i shall not post.
Watched Tv.
Qarim called ad asked me go down my block for awhile as Herwan wants to see me!
Yays! I was soo happy luhs.
There was Qarim, HerWan and Syazwan; they break voice liaos(x
Talkedtalked for awhile then i think they went to play soccer.
Then i went home uhs.
Watched Tv and had dinner.
Watched Tv.
Slacked unsude bedroom after that..
Teared.Cried.Reflected.
Still i think out of 10 things i did, 9 causes harm.
Out of 10 smiles, 1 were real.
And i came to know that the world is cruel.
Not many could be trusted.
As i grow older each day, i know that i'll be losing the ones that i love.

011207; TODAY!
Woke up, did household chores; soo tired luhs.
Daddy say will bring me go bugis to buy clothes le!
Yays! Finally i'm going back to bugis! Yeah!
Cried in the morning // Stupid attitude from brother.
ROAR!
talked on the phone with B.
will post more again tonight alright? back to top?