Theodoros Chan.
15 June 1994


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i've got nothing else to say already i guess.
i've done nothing but hurt people in my life.
and now,
i guess you're prepared to leave me already huh.
i'd never expected this goodbye.
it is my hardest goodbye,
but since you're prepared to leave,
i'll go with it.
i shall not make you stay,
cause i wouldn't want to hurt you anymore.
i've decided not to make people stay in my life,
cause i wanna stop the hurt i've been causing.

"I went through so much to be with you,
I felt that i sacrificed too much to end up like that.
I hurt 2 other girls feelings just so that I could stay faithful to you."
maybe i'm just really not cut out for love dear.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry to the 2 other girls,
for spoiling their dreams of having to be with you.

"I wanted to do my last bid to prove my love for you."
i'm stubborn not to know,
not to realise,
not to even see.



"再见了，高高的... 矮冬瓜永远不会忘记你的... 祝你和你爱的人有一个好结果。

It's probably time for the Deer to bid farewell to Dino.
The only way for things to change is for Dino to change her mind.
And returns."
This made me cry,
it made me brokedown,
i never had expected this,
but i decide to give in,
if you're determined to leave,
i shall not stand in your way.

i did cherish the time i'm with you.
maybe you just don't know how much hurt i'm going through,
with you just leaving my life now,
has just hurt me more,
but i decide to keep my mouth shut,
not to let you suffer anymore.
keeping you,
is not a suffering,
i just duwan to hurt you anymore.
now,
you're leaving me,
you wouldn't get hurt from me anymore,
i'm happy so.
now,
you're leaving me,
you've stepped out from my life,
i'm hurt so.
it is my hardest goodbye.
but i duwan to see you getting hurt anymore,
so i'm letting you go.
i'm not prepared for you to leave,
but i guess its for the better,
you're no more getting hurt already.
its now raining and the sun is shining.
i listened to OnlyOne,
brought me memories,
i cried.
but i guess,
no matter how hard i cry,
there's no bringing you back.
so i'm saying this again,
i'm letting you go,
because i duwan to hurt you anymore.

Labels: i cried through this post. i'm sorry.

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