Theodoros Chan.
15 June 1994


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okay.
so i felt veryvery hurt after reading his post.
i din expect myself to be that bad.
okay, maybe i am.
but if only you knew how i really felt,
being in my position,
keeping a lot a lot of things to myself,
and just myself.
maybe, i shouldn't have stepped into his life,
knowing him, getting his number and stuffs.
then all this wouldn't have happened and i wouldn't have created such a bad image for myself.
but what?
i've never regretted knowing him.
but i've regretted admitting it.
if only i din admit that i do have feelings,
all this wouldn't have happened.
i know,
saying a million billion sorries won't help.
it wouldn't heal the hurt, pain and such.
but what can i do?
nothing.


for your post,
i din expected such,
i thought despite this we would still be as usual,
but no.
its alright,
maybe its time for you to move on.
i've got much to say,
its just i duwanna express it out.
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