Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 8:29 PM

will update the past few days next time,. sorry.

today was super hell, 
i got scolded since morning till evening. 
yeah, it all began with me.
all recorded down;
there's evidence.
money is paid for; i wasted it. 
hmm. i was thinking then: 
To realize the meaning of an hour; 
ask a band who is rehearsing at a hall with every minute paid for.
like today! 
badbadbadbadextremebadday D:
never had i experienced such a bad day before till today.
i am an idiot, with a fcuked up attitude.
i don't know how to put it, i'll have to bear with it. 
i'd rather get all the blame, then to get my members to be slowly picked on.
because i know how it feels, and i don't want them to feel as it really hurts, a lot.
This world is getting even more realistic.
and i realised how much my section means to me now,
even so much more than last time.
let me enjoy my last few practices with my dear section; 
especially before my sec4s pass out, which i don't want! 
okay, so my dearLaopo is feeling real moody;
because of today):
same as me, but not that bad as me, a million times better.
i don't know how to put it but its just a really very bad day.
had a lil section bonding after band; 
which was very nice(:
i'm getting a sore throat soon, i don't mind.
i hate today, which lest i forget.
i am sorry to all my members who got picked on,
because i started the whole thing.
forgive me, because i wouldn't want to have another enemy. 

I lost that very important thing in life; Passion.