i just hate it when i wasn't thinking about anything,

and when you talk to me about it,

i start thinking about it again and i go all stress up again.

about all this, i've forgotten what i've been doing in school.

because the stress i'm having is taking up all my memory space.

Someone told me: Think of the past where you both used to be happy.

And i thought: What it is doing to me now is only making me erase my happy thoughts with it, and replacing those beautiful memories with the current hurt and pain.

NVM. this is a super emo abcd post.