Mum came back from Church and she was fine until Daddy went to piss her off because of money issue i guess? And she scolded me for not cleaning up my room because my bags were on the floor. She scolded me because i'm so old already and i don't even know how to help with the housework. I couldn't take anymore of it, and i went to get some fresh air. Sat down at the playground and started crying. Reached home and i showered, went to take 30mins nap and did D&T. I tried focusing, and i did. But only 10minutes, and i went off focus.

I'm thinking of tomorrow- My ideation is so fail. I miss my juniors. I miss band.